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2009-06-25T03:35:00.001+08:00

Haii , Relink me at http://ols-loved.blogspot.com/ . Thanks . : D

2009-06-08T23:33:00.003+08:00

im finally 18! woohooo (: hahaha. tho its like dayss later after my birthday~ (: received a sweet sweet present from beloved :3 love you hehe. thank you for everything (: thank you for keeping me accompany on my birthday! lunch was on him ^.^ hehe. had dinner with parents tho! :D

2nd year celebrating birthday with love. ^^v happy happy (: hope you can celebrate for me every year :D hehe. bleah. love you :3

friday wasn't long enough for both of us! so went to find him on Sat too! :D spent the whole day with him. (: sweet enough. [:

went out with cliques today. thanks all for everything. went for new york new york for dinner. had a big surpriseeeee :D thanks guys. i didnt know you guys will actually buy birthday cakeee laah hehe. bleh. anyway, when qf and danny went toilet tgt* , i wasnt thinking that much. but when joyce goes to the toilet before meal and right after meal, i tot something was amissed. hahaha. but never did i knew the cakes will be up! :S i was quite shy when the manager brought in the cakes with candles!!! lool. thanks NYNY manager, waiters, & cliques for singing birthday song in front of soooooo many ppl :S hehe. (: tyty :DD

became a member of NYNY :S free cup as birthday present :) thanks auntie (1 of the waitresses) for wishing me and of cos giving me the NYNY cup! hahaha.

went off to bowling at orchid country club after dinner! :D bought 2pairs of cute cute socks. :D hee :3 played few rounds & off we go! :D took cab home with belovedd. thanks love for everything too :D *my second try on bowling hit score: 112! :D jy ohh :DD hehe

thanks guys! appreciated :3

2009-06-03T18:04:00.002+08:00

backache, sick, tired. i need a rest.

2009-06-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

Boo!

Heex. Didnt blogged for the past 2weeks or so =P. I changed blogskin again! Hahah. Got sick and tired of the previous blogskin! Sooooo decided to change it =) hehe. im not crazy okay :D! hehe. yup yup! and thanks raeee, i like the skin too =) hehe. tho its brown background, but its nice! hehe. *nice for the time being! i might be changing soon. depends on my mood hahah. =)

Its gonna be Monday again... Oh well, to be exact, its Monday already :S school is starting once again. I realise Sat and Sun flew off so quickly. I have to wait for years before its Friday once again :( Many many reasons of loving weekend! Firstly, i can see beloved laaa :P Recently i could meet up with him on the Sat(s) :33, Secondly, i dont have to worry about test(s), which bother me the most. causing me to suffer from headache every now and then. Thirdly, i can play like nobody's business. Lastly, i feel so relax on weekends. =) Yup yup! :D

Was busy with tests aka ICAs these three weeks. Had Business Comm test, DBMS test, Finance test already. Next up will be Business Environment & E-commerce tests. Projects deadline is near too. Gotta hand in GUI on Wed. How busy can I be. Lol. okay, let me comment on these tests :(

Business Comm - No confidence in getting well, right. i've no confidence in passing laa :( sigh.
DBMS test - like shit, MCQ brings me down :( argh. cant get well. each MCQ qn costs me 2marks. - - - and -2marks cannot get me an A :(
Finance test -Nothing to comment. i screwed the test. i seriously practised the questions many many times. Yet, i cant balance the dumb balance sheet. How noob can i be. Argh. Watever. :(

Business Environment - A module with only 2hours of lesson everyweek. You can see how serious im treating this test. LOL. But well, still gotta study abit :P
E-commerce - :O Lol. speechless. another memorising module! ARGH!
PROJECT- NOT YET COMPLETED!!! ahhhh :( im going dead. seriously, im.

Oh yeah! stayed back last Friday to start on our project! Stayed till 6pm. Love came to school library to find us =) heex. so smart of him to actually find me there! hahaha. (well, thats where we usually hang out last year) & he rmb it! hahaha. bleh. =P saw ms loh on our way out of the library! she didnt change alot. still look the same :P i miss her deadly. :3 hehe. chat awhile and off we go! she told me on msn that shes doing research this sem! so well~ cant see her often in Block L. ;) lalala~

Went love's house yesterday! did nothing~ ;X not even playing hehe! had duck rice tgt with his mom for lunch xD! then went his hse! chit chat with his mom~ nap~ and had dinner again haha! love went down to buy mac for us~ so sweet of him hehe. had dinner and went back home =) love you baby :3

counting down... 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. happy 18th :P! not yet tho! hehe. mom said she wants to bring me to have dinner at restaurant on Friday. lol :/

hehe~ off to do tutorial now :3

Till then ! <3

back to post abit! :D

2009-05-21T20:54:00.004+08:00

Hi!

hey! it has been quite a while since i last posted right? hahah. well, i've been kind of busy lately. im so packed with games, ICAs, project proposal and so on... hehhe. our proposal deadline is tml. oh man, i dont know what we r left with, & i dont have the mood to do :( Joyce, its all yours! hehe. kidding, ;x i'll help you later. =) please dont go to slp ok. =)

im having serious headache these few days. around 4-5pm. sigh. perhaps i've something in my brain, or... i've been lacking of slp. BUT i slept for at least 8hours each day. something is really wrong with me! arrrr ;(((

Biz comm2 ICA's today! kind of okay for me. but i dont think im going to do well... i was doing quite well in the beginning... but the more questions i do, the more i got fedup. AND, headache comes to me once again... i didnt check well enough. i think i have tons of mistakes but well, who cares. at the point in time. i wish im on my bed, to sleep immediately. sigh. say bye to Biz comm2 ICA mark ;( 20% you know! ahhh ~! great weightage! hmph :(

its friday tml! i love friday the most! because i get to relax the most! =) might be going out to chill with love on sat! i need some air to breathe. im going crazy soon.

oohh! and oh ye! i cant seem to wake up early like before! i'll drag myself off the bed until im almost late for class. it has been weeks since im feeling like this! and finally, i was so late until i've to cab to school. i've skipped 1 ecommerce prj lab once alr. if i skip again, my % will me 93%++, and it isnt good because its not even half a sem yet! cab to school from feastival market, cost me $5.20. cheap hur ! ;D probably i cab too much with love alr. and each time we cab, it costs us 10bucks! hahaha. *shhh, dun let any1 know =P* anyw, comfort has to thanks me and my love for cabbing home every Saturday! hahah! =P

OOOHH~ my love is back from bathe! im off now =)

29/201 <3 thanks all!

2009-05-06T00:28:00.004+08:00

hi!

decided to post since i havent been posting for the past few days. =) things were pretty fine once again! just that the swine flu has brought us ONE problem. troublesome. =/ had to take temperature at school - Block A. oh my god. and guess what?! we gotta walk all the way to block A to take our temp when our first class is at Block L. oh man. thats like miles away :( . well kidding, blocks away haha. =/ It's still orange alert. Im hoping it'll go up to red tho. But im not heartless :( i wanted it red badly because I dont feel like going to school :( however, i cant be as selfish. :(

had a great time with huan jie and joycey in the lab today! Lol. we r nonsense-ing in there! LOL. okay, shant elaborate more. but seriously. i enjoy every moment because i did laugh out damn loud! hahahah! LOL~!! anyways, i dun get what the tutor trying to teach us in iptnet lab lesson! hahah we were practically typing empty words into packet tracer w/o understanding! hahaha! but well! fun lesson =P !

hee, school ends at 830pm today. love came to yck to fetch me, and off we go to yishun for ljs! :D after that took train back to AMK. sorry love, to let you waste $_$ on train fare back and forth. =) love you hee.! anyways, u look NEATER with ur new haircut! hehe. note the "er" at the word "NEATER" hehe.

have been slping early for the past few days. that is a good sign. and im off to slp again =))

having meeting with director tml! =) hope everything is fine,

and 1 good news for myself. if im not wrong im 29th position out of 201 students in DBI for sem2! *clap clap* hehe. im quite proud of myself and i promise, i'll continue to work hard and strive for the best x). thanks all!

till then <3

Rantings :P

2009-04-28T02:18:00.003+08:00

Hello =)

i've been "mia" these few days! hahah. okay, probably due to active school days and im sooooo busy hahah. was sick for the past 4 to 5days. cough like shit! :( saddd. but well, im kind of okay now! bleh. =)

just changed blogskin and this blogskin is same as Royal Team's. HAHAH. i super love this skin laaa. so plain yet beautiful! hahaha, RAE! dun mind eh :P HAHAH. =/

woooo~ school is starting at 1pm tml! im slping to 11am laaa hahah. wanted to see doctor BUT im lazy :( forget it hahah. =/

okok. post soon! im tired now :((( SHAGGG!

2009-04-23T18:34:00.002+08:00

hello im back =)!

... ... ... like after days! hahaahha. okay things were pretty okay these few days. like classes, games etc! got to know most of our lecturers, and i think they r quite friendly and hyper, compared to the previous sem! hehe. met up w/ joyce, huan & danny for breakfast today! but well, joyce & danny were late because they couldn't wake up till i call em! haha. danny didnt come laa~ only after lesson lol! hmmm~ had E-commerce Project Practical, then off to lunch w/ em! hehe. didnt had any plans of lunch. so went to see which place is not so filled so that we have a place for eating! BUT.. as we walked into Koufu.. its like sooooo super packed! hahah. then we went off to MAC, hoping that MAC was not so packed.. but its worst than Koufu :(( no seats AT ALL! so we went order MAC & take away. and guess where we had our lunch?! hahaha. i think u'll never expect it. and i shall not say it because its super embarrassing! hahaha.

--posting half way & joyce came to msn me that she's having KFC for dinner. god damn it hah

ah (but well, im not really affected by what she said because i had KFC few weeks ago & im sick of it!) u may think why i got sick of KFC even after weeks. thats because i hate to eat KFC! haha (well not exactly hate, but just dislike!) hehe.

class ended~ and wanted to wait for love. but he asked me to go home first :'( because he's not sure of when he'll reach Khatib.. sobsobb~~ then well. left w/o him :(( i seriously hate this sem's timetable. argh!

hahahha. im glad with my life now! and i love my cliqueeeess. thanks guys for being there for me =)) love u all man hehehe

2009-04-20T19:52:00.003+08:00

hello! =D

its school term again! and there i go, school everyday. and there goes my holiday. aww :( well.. i shall stop nagging :P

okay. things get pretty much okay today :) finally i've time to have fun with cliques again :P i hope to get the whole class together more often! :D met up with huan jie, joyce, khim & danny in the morning before lesson. had mac for breakfast and gone for lecture. lecture was damn boring. oh well, what can i do! Lol. yeah yeah. then lecturer told us that thr's no tutorial for most modules. i was soooooo happy!! well no tutorial!! :P hahaha then cliques went to have F U N at amk hubbb :D went to have mos burger and went to KPool :D Lol. i didnt play but i enjoyed myself too :P then after an hour plus or so, we went back school for practical. boring too :( practicals end rather quickly. then off we go! but before we left school, we went to buy lecture notess hahaha. and it costs $30 for 6modules. isnt that a good sign!? i tot it'll be like hundred over dollars! i told my dad about $150 LOL. hahah what can i do with the rest of $120!??!! LOL. well probably i'll return him Lolx.! heheh.

we had a new cafe located at the "basement" before we take the escalator up to atrium! :) that's nice isnt it! hahaha. well, we'll go there soon i supposed :P! had laptop fair at atrium today. omg. they r selling FUJITSU laptop. wtfishbbq, why is thr fujitsu laptop for sales in NYP this year?! why didnt they sell it last year. god damn it. i want can! :( tho the looks are dull, ugly or watever. but i think they r good stuff! awwww. lighter than my current lappy, better than my current lappy! DAMN. *drools saliva*, i feel like having 1 more lappy! LOL. arent i greedy :( but i doubt dad will get me one... :( cause my current lappy is only 1years old.... awww~! well probably i'll get it in Year 3. then i'll use it for a few years after graduation ;O (im thinking too far off right) =/! hahahah

lessons end at 4pm. and i went to love's hse after buying notes :) had mac for dinner! XD love is sick. so he got an MC for the day. hahah. well A day HAHAHA. no 2days MC for u laaa :P hahaha. right! im ending here :) till the next post ya! :D

2009-04-17T20:31:00.002+08:00

love is sick, going over his hse to look after him tml, hmm, i duno how to boil liang teh leh ;/ maybe perhaps i might buy it frm the medication hall :S (yao cai dian) idk if thats the right english word Lol. Yup. he's slping now - cause we r going to play till late again. probably 5am Lol. :) im tired too. may slp too ;/ shaaggggg~

i think i shld end here because he on his loud speaker damn loud. i can even hear myself typing ;/ and i think its very irritating if u try to slp, and u hear keyboard-typing sound ;/ Lolx.

till the next post <3

2009-04-16T19:22:00.003+08:00

s o r e t h r o a t still chat on the phone SO LONGGG. dont tell me u r going to chat on the phone till the whole game ends D: then i'll be so B O R E D out here D: sob sob! blah. ):

new bed was here in the afternoon. i have a "KING" size bed now xD but well, 2 ppl r slping on it in the night ~.~ bleh. im blogging because im sooo bored here laaa -.-, fb is driving me crazy too.. crazy in the sense - nothing to do. D: sobsobb.

i hope he's on MC tml. cause its my last formal day of holiday. and, im starting to wish that time would stop at this moment. then i wouldn't have to wake up n slp early. ahh ~ but well. nvm. it's part and parcel of life. students have to go through such life. roar. but well, im happy to have such life k. i dun have to work, only have to study when its exam period. and i'll have free money given by my parents. arent that good. i like that. THO i have not start working out there. i do not know how life suck while working, how much troubles i'll create, how people behaves out there, and how people will treat me. BUT from the way i see my parents working out there, i begin to feel stress. i really dun wish such things will happen on me. i've not start thinking what kind of job i want to have/work. i only know i nid a job which i can sit on a chair whole day long. because i cant stand for long hours. :))

i realise i've become more matured now. i know im being thick-skinned. BUT, im stating the fact. lolx. i've learn how to overcome certain obstacles, i've learn how to be more understanding, i've learn how to control my feelings. =)

till the next post.

2009-04-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

Have got nothing to do now, so came to blog blog. =) Greetings to all readers.

Slept at 12am yesterday, im happy because it has been so long since i slept so early and, it's a good sign as school is reopening soon and im supposed to slp and wake early, as usual :)

love was not feeling well when he reached home today. he has sore throat. poor love, please take care k. i know it's very disturbing and you got irritated by it. so i didn't asked you much questions on the webcam, and didn't talk as much. didn't play till 12am cos i know u want to slp and escape from the horrible throat =) im learning to be as understanding as u K. :DD

weee, new bed is coming TOMORROW, you guys must be thinking, why am i changing bed?! well, im not changing bed. it's my sis's bed. her old bed was given to my grandma, and.. she slept on the mattress every night, for the past 1 year. :D and finally, dad decided to get her a new bed! Lol! Yay, new bed means we'll have a KING size bed (me & hers put tgt = KING! :D) we love to slp with 2 beds one beside each other! This makes it Big, and we can share our blankets tgt! WOOHOO :D so looking forward to it! :))

Maybe i shld push my bed to the middle now. Lolx, okay im going to do it WITH new bedsheet ON! start work now JUNEEEEEE :D! till the next post! <3

2009-04-14T18:50:00.002+08:00

Hello (=!

I shall keep everything short and sweet for this post! :D *to keep blog alive! :/

Didnt go out with cliques today due to some reasons, it's always like this. but well, i guess we can only go out during the school days ._.! well whatever D:D:, im sad, that's all.

Watched Campus Superstar Finals on Sunday. Result was what i expected. Im only abit disappointed with JM's performance. I prefer JM when she first started the competition, episode 1-5? Her voice impressed me. Her looks too. However, things started to change. Maybe due to her school work, exams etc.. She always look so different when she is on stage. 心不在焉. But well, Jarod did well on Sunday, that may explain why he got the champion. One of his song touched me. His last song for the competition. Joselin did well too, I think the judges underrated her. :/ I didnt really like ai jia after few rounds of revival. She looks proud to me :/, no offends please. The way her face expression shows when round 1's results are out on stage. Her expression was............ -.- Lol. well, -.-

Hmm, school is starting soon. Time table was out on Sunday. Don't like this sem's time table. D: Horrible can! Boo. Lessons start at 10am for most of the days (dad cannot fetch me to school A G A I N), lessons ends at 4pm,5pm most of the days (cannot see beloved A G A I N), no days without class (B A D) argh. this is crazy. anddd i hate it! but well. fate lols.

Many of my friends broke up with bf/gf recently. idk why, they seem to break up within a short period of time. And suddenly, i felt so lucky to have love by my side. Tho i gets so irritated by some stuff easily, you never give up on me :) love you man :P Heheh, Surpriseeee :P!

2009-04-11T04:03:00.003+08:00

Hello (=!

Had our first class chalet bbq yesterday :D went to meet love to have lunch tgt since he leave his camp early. :D had LJS, super nice! we had lunch at Yishun eh! :D then we took bus over to Tampines, and trained over to Pasir Ris to meet rachel, cynthia, xl, maisarah, alex! thanks love for sending me over to PR and go home yourself (:, lovess xD! then the few of us head off to costa sand resort! at first i tot the chalet was at aloha! lolx. =/ but well~ its the same eh! :D chat alot on the way there, and when rachel first see me, she talksssssssss and get excited abt david! Loll. ;) happy for her! :D hehex.

Everyone except Huan, Joyce & Khim! Ms Huang came too xD! thanks guys (nic & gang) for preparing bbq food, starting up fire, and bbqing it for us xD. u guys r really great, from the bottom of my heart, thank youuu :))! hehex. chat with Ms Huang abt stuff, and everything went really fine! i did enjoy myself :))! hehe. we havent seen each other for almost 2months. and im glad we r able to meet once before school starts! :D!

hehe. cliques, are going out this coming Tues. omg, its like F I N A L LY, when every1 is F R E E ! WOOOHOOO. im really looking forward to it! anyone who cannot make it will get it from me! HMPH. D:

Wooo! sunday is approaching! AND, css3 champion will be announced soon. who will be the next winner?! =)) really looking forward to it too xDD! heheh.

2009-04-09T01:23:00.003+08:00

Hii~ finally i remembered to post this! lolx. well. this is what i've done for love, this isnt the final one. but at least something which i can share with you guys xD! gave him this as a prezzie for our anniversary {: we have been together for a year plus, and we considered 29March a special day for both of us! :D we started long before the day but lol~ its 29! 24(his birthday + mybirthday)5! Lolx. = 29! :X hmmm~ we got our second ring too xD lolx. i think i wrote it on one of the posts! lolx well~ We have been together for so long. and nevertheless, we r still happily together! ;)

had a horrible nightmare while napping in the afternoon. that sucks okay. i cried in rl laaa -.-! luckily it wasnt real. and i hope n hope it dun come true. idk why im having such nightmares.. izzit because i love you too much until im so scare to lose u? and i make such a horirble nightmare???? sigh. this isnt the first time... it is like the 4th time can -.-! sucks. i hope i wun have such ridiculous nightmares again. cos the feeling is terrible... ;(

fyi, at the link there has "Our Blog". its not open to public. so sorry to disappoint you guys ;P hahahaha xDD!

2009-04-08T11:34:00.002+08:00

Hello (=!

woke up super early today! (11:04am)! Hahah. you may think im crazy to say that its super early. BUT to me it is! LOL. i woke up at 3-4pm usually for the past few weeks :/ idk why. even if i sleep at 2am, i wake at that timing too. Lol. Yesterday tried to slp at 2am. then i couldnt slp at all! until 4am+ i think. cause i know mom usually comes in at 4am. and i knew very clearly that i saw mom walking into my room! so its around that timing. aww =( love is gonna be sad again. dun sad k! ;)

0805 is having Chalet from 8-10April! (Today till Friday!) We r having Bbq on 9th, tml, and im going on the 9th only. (might) Reason being, 2 crazy women in my cliques are NOT going!!! im so angry :@ . (my jie: Huan, and Joyce) :( roar!!! how can u guys not gooooo, leaving me with the couple & danny! SOOOBBBx! sad like mad can! awww~ and danny, take care pls. dun fall sick. ;)

seriously. i think restaurant city sucks. the connection cui zhong dai cui. dang it! HMPH. im going to give up on it! :(

Hmm! love is going off early either today or tml! i hope its today. but he hopes its tml. well, cause i might be going bbq tml. and cannot pei you! so i think if u leave early today, at least i can pei u K! =) so stop wishing to leave early tml instead of today ;( i know you wanted tml cause Friday is Good Friday. but.... :(:(:(! sobsob T_T! well. watever it is, im happy =) hehes

2009-04-07T18:07:00.003+08:00

Guess what!? im going to have dinner w love! HAHA. right! post soon xD seeya guys! XD

---EDITED---
Back from dinner! Had KFC for dinner lolx! =D i ate cheese fries while love had 2 set meals i THINK ;O shrooms burger x2, cheese fries x2 ( but he didnt finish 1 of it ) lolx. well, talked alot while eating. laugh alot too. got poked alot too D: aww~ KFC was cold. love took off his jacket and i had it on! xD felt so warm hehex. after dinner went to buy tutu kueh (which is horrible -.-) then love sent me home & he cab home himself! =)

tho its just a short time we'r tgt, i felt so happy and i like this. :D was happy when i received ur sms "Dinner together? I come over your area? Wanna?" then when i say yes, u said "Sure ah! Sweetness! Where you wanna eat at?" hehe. sooooo happy when i saw ur sms. u've shown the happiness in it XD and im happy for it WOOOHOOOO ;) 1 big hug for u laaa =D shall meet up more often for dinner ok! hehehx.

~!~! WOoOoOoOoOoOo!

2009-04-07T01:40:00.001+08:00

Hello (=!

Hmm... back to blogging i guess ;) left my blog untouched for awhile and now im back i think :O well... =P

Changed blogskin. You may think im Emoing due to the skin - grey, black & white. lolx. im not ok =D i just felt like changing it to a simple yet beautiful blogskin. lolx. well, for your info. i only took the base code. images, and everything is from me! and im too lazy to change things under the "credit" portion. lolx ;O

took an hour to complete this blog. XD well lolx!

have u guys been wondering what i've been doing during the holidays? lolx. well, yes u r right. im rotting at home lolx. didnt go out for "work" due to my laziness. yes, i did work. but for a few days only lolx. (work with my mom) ~ ;D got less than $200 pay lolx. hahah. well =/ hmm, had been crazy with Restaurant city on FB. lolx. (well, actually is not me. it's my baby lolx. he really takes things seriously for it. and idk why lol :O but well, its fun and i enjoy playing it) if you happen to see my post. please do sign up for it ok. :O at least sign up and let me have a chance to get free food for once. then u can leave your acc to rot lolx. hahaha.

okay school's going to start. and nightmares are starting too. i hope everything starts smoothly like year 1 =) timetable is coming out i guess! adeline jux told me she's received her BM timetable. it's ours soon i guess xD!

fyi, rachel is crazy over david archuleta. and im really shocked to see her in her crazy mood. and its so :O hahaha. anyways, rachel have fun with him ya ;P

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Bye! babylove i miss you :DD!

2009-04-02T17:17:00.002+08:00

Hi world! =)

wooooo. hasnt been blogging for awhile. cause i've no mood to blog =( awww. i lost the blogging bug ;O ooppss. may close down the blog tho! hopeless argh!.

Happy Belated April Fool (:

well. i feel that im so -.- la! ahh. always find trouble de :/ actually is nth de. then hais. duno why. didnt want it to be like this. but sigh! now that we r okay le =) thanks & sorry belovedd ;( always make u sad then have to find ways to cheer me up again =( love you.

hmm, school gotta reopen soon. sort of hate it tho! cos i had things to do in the afternoon =( i duwan school to start!!!! & this means... i have to wake up earlyyyyyyyyy in the morning once AGAIN! =( aww. anyways. i love school to start for only a reason. - able to see & meet love after school. awwwwwwwww. other than that. no school will be the best laa =) but... able to see love would be better aww ;)

Latale having network maintainence now. aw ~ and im happy cos i finally got my shoeeee. this freaking shoe took me more than 16hours hunting it -.-! god! awww~ w.e ! just a game. =) and im glad i know many international friends! they r much more friendly that singaporeans. -.- they r nice ppl. ahhhhh =)) michelle esp =D hehehe.! love to hunt things with her. super cute XD tho she is 19 lolX.! hahahaha.

well! i think love's card went down to $0 right! cant even call through.! so noob one. eeewww~! then he'll say, noob's bf card has no money! Lolx ;OOO
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i think i'll end here for now =) ! looking forward to the day im meeting you again! ;D

2009-03-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hi all =)!

opps. it's been so long since i last blogged. =X had been too lazy to post =( sorry to those who have been coming to my blog. those who have been hoping to see me post. dui bu qi! hehe.

right! so after the 'release of exams results' day, i have been quite busy with some stuff! =) work, love's bday & anniversary day =) work in food fair for a day. 12hrs... AND i was so tired right after that. well, my feet killed me. seriously, my feet hurts when i stand too long. like after an hour or so. - this isnt long for most of you. but it is, for my feet. i have flat feet and i cant stand for long hours. aw =( and i worked today too. at Sembawang Shopping Centre - worst horrible experience in there -.-, food @ kopitam was BAD. shopping mall was so QUIET. corridor outside Giant's cashiers was smelly like shit. sales was terrible. managed to sell $334 of chocs & fruit juice. horrible right. ARGH. but well, i had my pay. so.... =) i could have work for more days. but i refused to, cos i just cant stand for long. and im too lazy to work -.-

secondly, i want to apologise to Khim! Sorry =( i cant help you in year1 orientation =( i just dont have the mood to go to school and do those stuff. im not enthu in those suddenly. i wanted to join u guys previously. but after thoughts and consideration. i realise that i cannot commit into it. and i dun want to spoil everything. i know you are looking for helpers urgently. im sorry i.... dui bu qi. i really hope you wun mind =)!

love had his 20th birthday last tuesday! =) i was with him on that dayyyyyy =DD didnt had any present for him =X cos i was doing stuff for our anniversary which is this coming Sunday! i know i cant come out on Sunday. so...... we decided to meet tml!!!!!!! hehehe. well! =) wanted to catch a movie in the afternoon. but due to some reasons, we didnt watch! (we r watching tml!) hehe. he was so secretive when he came to fetch me from my house! but well... didnt think much lols! (he kept saying that he has nth for me...) well, tell you the truth! i was not thinking much! LOL =) is YOU who think much much much! =X lolz ! i rmb last year. i told you i felt like changing our ringggssss =) but you said to change it this yearrrrr ;OOO so i tot you've forgotten because we did not mention it at all from then on! but !!!!!!!!!! you remember!!!!! hehehe, love you laaa ♥ hehehe. so on his birthday!, he gave me a ring =) for me and for himself LOL. i knew he has a present for me on our anniversary. but i didnt know he'll rmb LOL =) then i pester him to givee me the present on his birthday LOL =D and i succeeded!!!!!!!! wooohoooo =DD thanks love hehehe. ♥ anways. the bear bear which you bought to put the rings in are very cute & nice! keke =) ♥♥♥!! =DD

anddddddddd! guess whattttttt! he's slping now =( awwwwww! terrible boy! ooooopppps =) hehehe well~ wait for him to wake up then! LOL . im so wei daaaaa =X
& im glad cos love had 1 week of 'HOLIDAY'!! LOL. hahaaha. and we spent the week well? i guess hehes!

yupp. and thats about the happy stuffs! now comes to the sad thing...

grandma had been admitted to the hospital. because she couldnt walk at all on Monday. sigh. visted her on the first day when she was admitted to the hospital. at first, the doctor said she has to be there for 9days. but after that. things changed and she can be discharged tml.. =) [which is a good thing] lol... she is able to walk on her own now.. (to the toilet) [which is also another good thing] =) she told my mom that she had dream of some stuff. which i duno how to explain here. aww, anyway.. i realise that she's the greatest grandma on earth. (for me) aww, i really hope she is able to live long. hoping that she'll be able to see me succeed in life! =) i hope she gets well soon. healthy and strong. =) happy as always! ahhhhh~ i miss u. im going to cherish you from now on. i love you grandma! wo ai ni po po =)! ♥

andddddd. my back is aching now. i need a rest. im afraid i cant go out tml. and i'll be sad. love will be do. but i'll try my best. cause i've things for you =)

2009-03-17T14:06:00.004+08:00

hi all =)

its 17 March today. & we've got our results back =D. overall, i did quite okay for year 1! *claps!* lols =DD. weeee. i got into director's list! ;DD this means that im one of the top 15% of the whole cohord! (= happy xD. got into this list for the first time! and it shall not be the last time! HOHOHO :DD actually. i was quite disappointed with my Jap. i didn't expect a C+. sigh. stupid jap. make my results slip look so !#$%%^&* argh. i have 3As, 1B+, 2B, 1C+ .

lols. happy that i actually got 3As! :D at least better than sem 1 when i've got only 2As. && i got 3B+ last sem. this sem only 1B+. well ._. my current gpa is 3.463 [= previously, my gpa was 3.357 =/ improved by abit but im still happy for my results. ;DD

i didn't expect such results because right after the papers, i realise that i didn't do that well. but aww, results have shown the other way around =/ im happy for myself heex. DBI0805's sem2 results improved alot since sem1 (= happy for every1 yea ;DD grats to those who improved. it doesn't matter how much u improve! okayy? even if u improved by abit. its still okay! because when there's improvement, it shows that you can do it! continue to work hard because we have 4 more sems to go =D (2years). with improvement in every semester, we can achieve our target and get into uni (= those who maintained or deprove, jiayou too eh (= nothing is impossible in this world =D you are the only one who make things possible :DD hereby wishing everyone the best! :D

share with you my little results slip (=
Sem1:
Business Communication 1 - C
Accounting Fundamentals - B
Essentials of Marketing - B+
Computing Mathematics 1 - A
Essentials of Infocomm Technology - A
Data Structure & Programming Techniques - B+
Web Application Development - B+

Sem2:
Statistics - A
Principles of Economics - B
Management Principles - B
Data Communications and Networking - A
Japanese Language 1 - C+
Object-Oriented Programming Using Java - B+
Object-Oriented Programming Project - A

Admitted to Director's List
Semester 2 - 2008/2009

thank you all (= jia yoou all and all the best! :D THANKS Team aiZAI =) we have achieve A in our project! WOOHOOOOO :D we should have a celebration eh! :DD go Team aiZAI! We can do it! WOOHOOOO (: love you guys for making this possible! =D i love eclipse!!!!! ops, nono~ i love Team aiZAI~ Danny, Huan & Joyce! lovesss xoxo

2009-03-16T01:06:00.003+08:00

hi all =)

well, im finally back to blogging! Lol. this blog seemed rather dead :X thanks to those who visit my blog! hehes. i haveeeee spy one okayy! i know if you visit my blog or not :P lalalla. shan't talk about that anymore! :D

went IT show yest. :D bought 1 iPod nano @ $248! well. there is no difference in price from normal retail store, but they have freebies such as silicon casing, crystal casing etc. so bought it =) mom paid for it! weee. on friday night. i was thinking of going to the IT show w love & buy it with my own money. but when i was about to go out. mom asked me to wait for daddy so that he can pay for it! lols! alright. and because i could save that little money. i waited! hehes. dad bathed and we went off to IT show! woooo~ it's soooooo !%^&@ crowded! hell lotsa people man! LOL. i squeezed in between them! LOL. OH! and there's 1 auntie who kept on squeezing me from the back! and her xxx touched my elbow and she kept on doing that. i nearly arbish her xxx LOL. right.. shan't say so much about it! LOL. mom, sis and me went off first because dad has to park the car somewhere far as he predicted that there'll be no space available! lol! and indeed it was FULL :D yeah. and we went in. initially, mom didnt want to squeeze in with us tho! but i said. NVM LAAA. awhile onlyy~~~ so.... =D we squeezed through the people! and to the 3rd level of IT show! bought an ipod nano. black in color. chose black because i think other colors are BRIGHT enough, OMG. so didnt get other bright colors. hmm. mom wanted to wait for dad to join us. however the q to pay for the ipod was so long. so i went to q up, and.. mom tried to call dad for many times. he didnt pick it up. so mom guessed that he's forgotten to bring his HP out. and indeed, he didnt! omg! lols. so mom paid for it first! LOL :D because of the overwelming large crowd. we didnt explore the whole area. after buying. we went off the IT show. lol! this is the first time mom buy me things so quickly and willingly! LOL. ops. previously. when i buy mp3 and stuff. she took dammmmn long to decide. well probably half and hour. :DD thanks mommy :3 hehes.

uploaded songs onto ipod already (: i still need songs tho! english songs esp. so if you have nice top hits! send me leyy, dun selfish! LOL :DD hehes.
thanks rachel (4e3) for sending me songs and teaching me stuff about uploading songs onto ipod etc. (: love you :DD

oh no~~ love is not coming home AGAIN tonight. im so sadddd, awww :( &&& he told me he might be going japan for 3days in mid JUNE. ARGHHH. and he asked if i want to tag along with him :O he said he's going to pay for it. LOL. :O well. i wish i could. but mom wont let me :( aww! im going to be so sad.. alone in Singapore for 3 poor days. arhhhhhh :( well. talk about tonight stuff first! omg! im getting results TOO. oh my god! and u are not coming home to support me..... :( soooooooo saddddddd awwwwww =(.

i hope my results improve, or at least maintain. or worst come to worst, stay within gpa 3 and above. SIGH. i have no confidence of my results anymore. i promise, im going to study harder next sem. and i mean what i say (:
*please do not ask me for my results thanks. i'll tell you guys when its time (:* and im so stressed. sigh.

2009-03-12T15:57:00.003+08:00

yay! went bbq with 4e3 guys today! :DD intended to go over to px hse for BBQ. but it rained. so went over to chang da's hse instead! ;DD (thanks px's dad) everyone looks the same! hahaha. no1 actually changed alot ! it has been such a longggg time since i saw u guys! whahahaaa. :DD nice BBQ everyoneeee. thank you! miss you guys loads XD! bleh!

pin xuan! rachel! ying duan! wei ting! yong jie! adeline! darryl! chang da! thankssss xDD!

OOOOPs. &&&& YAOZU ! LOL. HAHAHHA. i forgot about him! no wonder there isnt 10 PPL! LOL. =/ hahahha i remember his name b4 i go to slp! lolz!

2009-03-09T02:44:00.004+08:00

im having mood swing the whole night.
well. sorry. wasn't feeling well. sigh.
i know i made you mad at times. dbq~
im just having sudden mood swing & i hope it'll not affect too much [= .
i know it won't. cause u are my sweetest beloved (:
bleh. im going to record my kissing sound
so that u wun ask me for it when we are having conference with joyce on skype!
BLEH. own you ah! =D

love you, my lublub (:

2009-03-08T16:05:00.005+08:00

Hi all =).

hmm, havent been posting for 2 days i guess =/. well, have been busy playing LaTale with love. Lol :P

First of all, big grats to love for passing his auditor check LOL. right. (dun say u r not sure if u passed =P) u passed laa. the way she say about u LOL ~ . well. at least u didnt waste ur time to stay over. and making ur gf so sad here. =/ bleh.

Secondly, thanks love for accompanying me till late night these few days. well my late night is definitely LATE. lol~! played LaTale from 230pm in the afternoon till 6am, the next morning. omg? haha. LOL. omg we are horrible. our stamina is GOOD (Y) LOL. =/ bleh.

well. seriously. i did nothing these few days except to play and sleep. LOL. my korean show is still half way though :( shall start tml, - Monday Lol. bleh. watch it when love is not around =/ then i wont be so bored.
THANKS grandpa for lending me the DVD (: *I MIGHT NEED NEW SHOW SOON* =/!!!

omg. horrible jas is laughing at herself in front of her comp. Lol. like some siao char bor :P bleh.

i suddenly miss 4e3 very much. AHH.
i need you guys ):

2009-03-05T18:23:00.003+08:00

Hi all =).

well. im feeling extremely sad now. because love will not be home tonight. ARGH. he had to stay in to do some stuff. he has auditor check tml. (idk what the hell is that!) :( a day without love. im going to feel so bored and full of misses.
i miss him because i can't get to see him on the webcam. argh. im already used to seeing you on webcam everyday. :(
i miss him because i can't hear his voice through webcam.
i miss him because i can't game with him today.
i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him. i miss you loads love. ARGH. i hope time passes quickly asap. (it seemed the other way round. sigh)

okay. talk about other stuff. right. i dont know what to say about myself tho! Lol. i slept at 4am+ ytr, woke up at 8am (cause i couldn't get any more sleep), then i went back to slp at 1pm till 6pm. O M G right. Lol. even my sis was back from school and had a nap already. L O L. and i JUST woke up. Lol. i bet i can slp no more again tonight. definitely have to roll on the bed for at least 2hours before i could get to slp. lol =/ HMMM. HAHA. dinner is almost ready for mee :DD

im going to miss you beloved, im feeling extremely sad. cause u pangseh me. was my msn nick. & danny was so cute because his sentence to me was, wtf happened? haha. danny, thanks for ur concernn :DD nothing happened. its just some emotional sentence! LOL :DD thanks beh xD.

Hao: June, u there?
June: yes
Hao: where is dononvan (omg he spelt wrongly)
June: staayy in
Hao: WOAH how come
June: duno what auditor check. nid stay in lol
Hao: LOL cool
June: NO! :(
Hao: LOLS

eee. look at this jiahao. LOL. my god! :D i think he saw my msn nick laaa hahahah. :D thanks again!

right. im ending here. SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD day.

good luck beloved [: i know u can do it!
love you.

:'(

2009-03-04T16:12:00.002+08:00

Hi all =).

it's raining A G A I N (: i can't sleep anymore, i slept for T W E L V E hours already! LOL. woke up at 315pm. L O L. =/ well~ if i sleep more, i can't get to sleep in the night ): nooooo. ARGGGG. anyways, i love my blogskin loads =/. perhaps its just some kind of temporary likings. i'll change blogskin soon i guess. LOL. :D i think my tagboard is pretty bright. any ideas anyone? i don't know what color shld i put. ): poor me =/ hehehe.

well. have been playing LaTale & gunbound these few days (: love it damn alot. i love LaTale ahh :DD though its 2D and its sensor is kinda slow.. but.. (: love it damn alot :DDD bleh. ): so boreddd. ARGG. :X

i need to go out soon. im going crazy at home :X bleh. OMG. love is not going home TML. shit. im going to miss him for a day... ): crap. a day w/o love. im going to... AHH :( sad. sigh. BUT im not going to let him know im feeling extremely sad because i don't want him to be sad. (:

its 20more days to... & 25 more days to... (: haaa. AWAITING for this day to come :DD

P.S// MY DUMB ANTI VIRUS IS ENDING SOON. I NEED TO GET ONE SOON! AHHHH. :(

My marriage age is 23 =/

2009-03-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

How old are you going to be when you get married?
Put an X in every box that applies to you.
Add up all the x`s and title subject with the sum as "My marriage age is__"

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[ ] You do your own laundry
[ ] You vote every election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are exciting
[ ] You balance your own checkbook
[ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends
Total: 3

[ ]You show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse
[x] You've never gotten a detention
[ ] You have never smoked a cigarette
[ ] You have never gotten completely trashed
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You've watched talk shows.
[x] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up
[ ] You drink coffee[caffeine] at least once a week.
Total: 6

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
[x] My parents trust me
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[x] You can make adults laugh without being stupid
[ ] You remember to water the plants
[x] You study when you have to
[x] You pay attention at school/college
[ ] You remember to feed your pets
Total: 13

[x] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up.
[ ] You work out on a regular basis.
[x] You clean up your own mess
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] You have gained weight since middle/high school
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type quickly
Total: 19

[ ] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[ ] Most of all your friends are older than you are
[x] You can say no to staying out all night
[x] You use the internet every day
[x] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while
[x] You can read a book and actually finish it
Total:23

Therefore, My marriage age is 23 =/

2009-03-03T19:28:00.002+08:00

Hi all =).

hmmm.. did nothing much today cos i woke up for a few hours only =/. slept at 4am yest, woke up at 3pm(by jas). then went back to sleep at 5pm till 720pm~~ Lol. okay~ i slept so much because the weather was damn good these few days. it's been raining & raining & raining! wooohooo :DD really great laaa. =/ right! planned to do something actually. but didnt do in the end because i was so lazyyyyy :S and shag - due to weather LOLx.

didnt text love for the whole day today cause he said he'd be busy the whole day~~ aww~ so didnt disturb :D until just now. 720pm~ called him on his hp. :DD woke him up from sleep~ aww. so sorry hehe. then hang up after 3-4minutes cause i want him to sleep :DD i hope he doesn't oversleep. but if he does, its not surprising. HAHA. :X burr burrr :S

well. watch campus superstar yest. revivial round. && i was so happy because ai jia got into the competition again! she did very well yest. WOOHOO. i enjoyed her song very much :DD and she got 40.5 out of 50! the highest out of the 6 contestants. LOL. wasnt surprise because i think she shldnt be out in the first place! :DD congrats to her anddd last but not least, stay happy & jia you for competition! :DD

i watched Dream-catchers (未来不是梦) it was the 2nd last episode yest. very sad that its coming to an end. not because the show was great. but because the actors and actresses are great :DD love them so much heh :D

well. gonna go off now! show is coming now! :DD

2009-03-02T16:27:00.003+08:00

Hi all =).

well, i've been watching campus superstar 3 these few weeks and i know u'd say LOL? lol. okay. serious. these are the 3 out of 12 i think whom will be the champion. Lol.

i like Jiamin because i think she's very cute =/ ANDD. her voice is powerful laaa :DD she's very pretty too :D my NUMBA ONE choice =/

okay. second one will be Joselin. I think she has a great voice eh. very powerful voice toO :D rock and rock and rock and rock :D very nice girl.

this is Jarod. i think he's the second shawny. last year i supported shawn. this year im not really gonna vote for guys who havent break voice. lol. but overall he's cute n funny =/

2009-03-02T04:32:00.005+08:00

Hello all =).

its 4:34am now. just finished the layout for blog. well. for all your infos, im not emo kay. [: just felt like having such plain and dull color for blog. [: first time creating skins by editing here and there :DD luckily i did learn HTML in poly yr1 sem1 :D now im able to read and edit and write codes for HTML! woohoo! (for simple codings only) :DD ahhh~ im soooo tireddd. well post in the afternoon or so when im boreddd :DD !

mum & dad [: taken at home :D

love & i made this when we went
sentosa few months ago!

*wanted to post some picts. but due to some reasons or so. im not gonna post. Lol. unless this blog is private [: sorry~

2009-03-01T19:55:00.006+08:00

hi all =)

this is my 3rd post for today i guess? lols :DD well. have nothing to do now. so came to blog blog post post :DD haaa~ alright. rained the whole afternoon. there's thunder and lightning too. quite scary. i've witness the loudest thunder ever since 17years of my life. and i had a shocked. :(

Singapore icon, merlion, was strucked by lightning yesterday. the news reported. it was around 4pm 5pm plus when this happened. i didnt know until 10pm i guess. love called on my hp after sending me home. saying that he heard from the taxi driver and 98.7fm. lol. just then my parents came home. i broke the news to them and they got shocked too. this is my love said to me. "beloved, u know what? the merlion got strucked by lightning and the head of it came off!" LOl. okay. it was false alarm after watching news at 10 on chnl 8 Lol. :S haaa :D only few pieces of the merlion dropped off :O right. :S hahaha =/ LOL -.-'

From channelnewsasia.com 28Feb 2009
SINGAPORE: In a rare incident, Singapore's longstanding icon, the original Merlion statue, at the mouth of the Singapore River has been struck by lightning.
One witness told MediaCorp Radio's 938LIVE that orange sparks flew when lightning struck between 4pm and 5pm at Merlion Park.
Staff in the vicinity said they heard an explosion followed by a loud thud when broken pieces fell to the ground.
About 30 people dashed into a nearby restaurant for safety.
Other onlookers continued to take photos of the 36-year-old tourism icon. - 938LIVE/vm
(http://www.channelnewsasia.com/cna/cgi-bin/search/search_7days.pl?status=&search=merlion&id=412182)

From channelnewsasia.com 1Mar 2009
SINGAPORE : Contractors have been engaged to repair the Singapore Merlion after it was struck by lightning on Saturday.
For now, the public is not allowed access to the 36-year-old tourism icon at the mouth of the Singapore River.
Temporary barricades have been erected for safety reasons.
Despite this, tourists and locals are still eagerly snapping pictures from afar.
When Channel NewsAsia last visited the structure on Sunday, water was still flowing from sculpture's mouth.
Debris from parts of the statue's head that fell off after lightning struck were cleared on Saturday night.
No one was injured.
The Singapore Tourism Board said it is waiting for a full assessment from contractors before deciding when to allow public access to the statue, and whether to erect a lightning conductor to prevent a repeat incident. - CNA/ms
(http://www.channelnewsasia.com/cna/cgi-bin/search/search_7days.pl?status=&search=merlion&id=412309)

ok. after reading such news. i felt terrified. what is going to happen to Singapore? i think it's a not a good sign. something must be happening this year in Singapore. and whats going to happen?? am i going to die? am i going to de at such a young age... sigh... i hope everything is alright. god bless everyone in Singapore. :(

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2009-03-01T14:33:00.000+08:00

我的猪还在睡觉。noob slping still :O !!

2009-03-01T04:37:00.004+08:00

Hello all =),

well. was one of my bestie's, YenTing's birthday ytr [: Hereby wishing you a belated 18th birthday! :DD Wished her ytr at 12am. im the first one to wish her! *YAY* ting ting! see laaa so many years of friendship. i still remember okay :DD never fail to do so hehe. yupz. talked to qin too. and qin is the 2nd one to wish her XD. ting kissed me on sms too :DD muackz :D (ting ting. thanks me ah :D cause i reminded qin to wish you! :DD)

went out with beloved today. :DD went to his house tho. woke up at 1pm plus. slacked at home, bathe and waited for that noob to come over to fetch me lols. he bluffed meee. saying that he overslept andddd u turn. but actually he didnt. eeew noob liar. :D he went to amk to get durian pancake & rushed here :D met him at kovan because we tot of eating pizza hut at compass point. Lol. well. i tot he's taking bus 81 to kovan. but he took 107M instead. well. quite shocked when he suddenly appear in front of me :S jumped up LOL :O ok. then trained to seng kang :D planned to eat pizza hut. but didnt in the end cause i think its freaking ex w/o student meal. so went to yoshi for lunch :D that time was around 3pm plus already HAAA :O had combo meal. terriyaki chicken and salmon :D love had the same one too :DD then we took bus over to his house. had a very nice slp on the bus. but when i woke up, was having slight giddyness. but was fine after awhile. :DD went to his house to slack i guess. listen to 98.7fm while lying down on his bed. well. both of us fall aslp soon after :X was freaking sweating when i woke up LOL. don't know why m i sweating when the fan is abv us LOL :O ok watever~ :DD bleahx had a wonderful day with beloved tho we didnt do much stuff and didnt spend much time tgt :DD

took a cab home at 9pm. didnt want to cab home de. but beloved wanted to cab me home. so well .. lolz anyways he took cab home too Lol -.- like wth laa. spent 20 bucks on fetching me home and going home yourself :( waste money leyy :( ~~

then played until now. he's slping liao lOl. still dling perfect world. cant seem to launch the stupid game :( sad ahhz :( redling. hope it works. i think im going to leave it on tho. 16% only -_-! well ~ i think im going off now! super tired. and its 4:50am. good morning all! :D night night (:

anyways~ happy anniversary love :D tho its not 29th Feb today. but still its another month we are tgt already~ love you so :DD

cherishing you as much as possible.
cause i love you so.
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2009-02-27T19:38:00.007+08:00

OMG. im back to blogspot! OKAY. im being LAME! =/! well! first of all. Greetings to all! :DD

Back to bs for some reasons. Most because i feel like having blogskins x_x LJ's skin is too BORINGG :O LOL. ~~ Holiday started already~~ :DD Happy happy. :DD i've been waiting for this moment for a very very long time already!! exams are now over, its time i relax my mind a little while :DD Heex. Okay, didnt go out on Wed- last day of exams because of some reasons. and mostly because of my sis. she was sick for 3days already. :O didnt attend school too. mum was busy with work. hence i was pursuaded by her not going out on Wed. Right. Nvm. i'll go out tml! as i've told her on Wed :P

okay, i duno why. and i wish to know, cbox has problem! :( i cant get into the web for tag board. and so, im left with no tagboard for now. :S Heex. im wondering IF i shld have a tagboard :O !

weee. its one of my besties birthday tml! im going to give her SURPRISE by smsing her! HAHA. i want to let her know! tho we are not in the same school now. i still rmb her bday~ WEEE. !

2 more days to anniversary OH. no 29 this month! HOW? :OOO!
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2009-02-17T02:42:00.003+08:00

BLOG TO LIVE JOURNAL ~~

http://juneanddon.livejournal.com/

FEEL LIKE USING LIVE JOURNALLLLLLLLLLLL! WILL BE BACK IN BS SOONNNNNNNNN XD

2009-02-16T17:51:00.002+08:00

weeeee~ super happy today (:
at least my hardwork had paid off (:
Stats was really easy today! XD
*weee* hope i can get at least an A :D or rather distinction :X~
arrrrrrrrr, 1 down! 4 moreeeeeee XD
gambatehhhhhhhhhh~~

dcn is on weddddddddddddd, i only touched on quizzzzzzz 1 onlyyyyyyyy :'( gonna study after dinnerrr XD ! gonna play gb w joyce & belovedd at 10pm XDD happyyyyy XD.

AHHHHH XD singapore finally rainedddddd eheheh. had a half n hr nap just now XD cause it rained & weather is colddddd :P !

im happy, (: stats paper is easyyyyyyyyy XD. i love u lecturer! XDD

2009-02-14T18:05:00.004+08:00

hi all =),

1st of all, HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY to ALL [: , Happy B'day to my daddyyyy [:

Well, didn't celebrate V.day this year. Sorry beloved, bcause of preparation for exams, i couldnt celebrate it with you. Lets postpone the celebration after my exams okay? :D Anyways, thank you for being understanding [: muackx!

Beloved smsed me a sweeeeeeet sweeeeeeeet msg [: weeeeee, xD! HMMM :O

Well, papers are starting in 2days timeeeeeeeee. i just finished revision for Stats. Yet to start on DCN, which is on Wed. Shall start tml :D, im kind of happy now. cause i finished 4sets of past year papers ! :D 2007/2008 Sem & sup paper, 2006/2007 sem & sup paper :D *weeeeeeeee. This is my first ever time doing past year papers. and i finished it :D! every single qns. *claps~~ bleah. :P well. really happy yea :S
DCN DCN DCN DCN is nexxxxt :( !

Anways anyways!!!! got back ICA results leyyyyyy [:
~ java practical test - 48/50 *weee*
~ dcn ICA 2 - 38/40 *yayy*
~ Management Principle B+ for project :O *not bad not bad :P , because we dint put effort in it =X*
hehehe, did quite well for ICAs this sem! hope i get good results for exams tooooooo ~ gambateh~

Gonna go out for dinner with family l8r on. :O cake cutting too! HMM, had like 3cakes since the starting of 2009 :S ! welllll :P more to come ehhhh XD

HMMMMM, no 29Feb this year.. how?? when is our anniversary then???? :OOOO

PS: changed of blog skin! felt like using back my old blogskin heheh :D!

2009-02-11T18:49:00.003+08:00

hi all =),

its the 3rd day of our study week already. i only started on statistics and touched on DCN assignment 1. i think im moving very slowly. but i think i love this pace. its not stressed at all. and i can manage everything well =). its not the speed that matters. right? so what if i study alot by now, if i cant score well, i rather myself not studying at all. =)

well, touched on topic A B C D for statistics already. =) Just started on Monday. and i done 1 chapter everyday =), however for B n C, its together, in a day! i didnt do tutorial qns like what my other classmates do. i did 4 sets of past year papers :) 2 sets behind the lecture notes, and 2 sets 2006/2007 sem and sup paper =) all topic A B C D qns are done. left E and F. =)

Goonna go out with ♥ tml =) i guess im bringing topic E along too. May or May NOT do it . =) happy advanced ♥ yea. :D supposedly we shld celebrate ♥ V day on Sat, 14.02, but bcos i may have to celebrate dad's bday on that day, i may anot be able to go out =). Wanted to celebrate ♥ on Friday, but beloved couldnt take leave on that day. so Thrus shall be the day for us, hehe ♥♥♥

Rained heavily 2 hrs ago. the air is so cold now. it makes me feel like sleeping uh =(
btw, woke up at 3pm today. =S i don't know what happened to me. i slept till a very late hr , 3pm since the week started last Monday =S , and i'v been sleeping late anyways, 4am =S well. its very unhealthy. im gonna slp at 1am the latest today. and if i dun, beloved will....... =( nooooo. yup! he shld control me with slping time. heheh. =)

♥♥♥ taaa~!!!

2009-02-09T00:04:00.005+08:00

"its never gonna be the way i expect it to be", yes, im sad. but what could i do? i hate night time. cause it passed very quickly, and when day comes, i'll have to wait forever before night time comes again. i need time to cool down. seriously, this sux.

2009-02-07T12:34:00.003+08:00

hi all =)

first of all, HAPPY 18th BDAY AIZAI DANNYYYYYYYY (:

hope you like the night with us =) having dinner together, cutting cakes, bowling... =) sorry for lying to youuuuu :P we don't want you to know about our plansss, but i think u guessed it already right xD. hmm~! beloved & i damn nice right XD. lied to you that we went to buy couple ring~ hahahha, i guessed u did believe it!! =/ hmmm~! anyways~! may your wishes come trueeeeeee XD!! *1 year older, study luhhhhh* :P

hmmmmm, played bowling for the first time in my life. =X well, hmmmmm. the best score was 40.. hmm, i think is not bad right =X (as in for a noob like me x.x) hehe. beloved went too~! hmmm, he scored better than meeeeeeee, but not very pro also hahahhaa. well, ... x.x hahahaha. hmmm, didnt expect bowling to be so different from how i see ppl play, and playing on wii. LOL. okay. i held the second lightest ball i think, (7) hehe. then there i go, kept on rolling it into the drain LOL, hey, at least i roll it almost to the end b4 it rolled into the drain ok!!! this means that i missed by a little only!!!!!!! :X hehe... my best hit was 8/10 ! LOL :$ , shy shy. okay, at least i tried to play, at least i learn a little bit, at least i did experience it [: , there will be more chance right XD. hehe.

wanted to cab home with beloved ytr, after bowling at 11pm. however, as soon as i reach Yishun MRT, mum called, she asked if i wanted dad to fetch me home. my ans was " YAO YAO YAO " who wouldnt want!?! well, its not that i duwan to go back with you, beloved! its just, duwan you to travel so far, by the time you reach home, it'd be 12am+, i duwan you so xin ku =) hope you dun mind ok~ :P, thanks beloved for everthing keke~!

beloved still slping siaaaaa, PIG! hehe~! anways, having dinner with relative today(dadd's side) XD steammmmmmboat!! heheheh~!

2009-02-05T01:04:00.005+08:00

Hello all,

hmmmm, felt sad for the whole day yesterday. because of SOMEONE who is so COLD to me and im so FREEZING to SOMEONE. oh well~ (thats what he said, i never ok)! HMPHX. you so bad. make me cry like hell ! ): AHHHHHHHH, at least you make me felt better today (: love you :P some horrible things happened ytr. ): . ahh~! when we meet on Sat, im gonna @#$%^&* you! ):

AHHH~ exams are round the corner! i guess everyone is starting to study already! so i must start toooooooooooo. AHHH~ TML! im starting tml! at least 2-3 chpt of statssssssssssssssssss, and dcn assignment ): ! ahhh~! study spreeeeeeeeeeee!

AHHHH~ goonnnaaaaa slp nowww~! nighttteeessssxxx.!~~!!~~

2009-02-03T17:41:00.002+08:00

yay, im super happy today (:, presentations are now over. &&&, it went very smoothly today, our project could work! yes ah :P !

i would like to take this opportunity to thanks these people. without you, nothing is possible,
thanks to Team aiZAI, who have been very cooperative :) thanks for doing all your parts that are very important for the project! &&, i want to say a BIG BIG BIG BIG THANK YOUU to ChangRui for helping us out. seriously, without you, our program will not run smoothly. thanks for helping us. from my bottom of my heart, thank you. there's 1 person i'd like to mention too. really, thats khim. sorry khim, i know u dun wish me to say out your name, but, THANK YOU very much. thanks for helping me with codes. also, thanks to Royal members, including rachel, marcus and nicholas for giving us moral support. thank you :D &&, last but not least, our project supervisor, Ms Lo. I'd like to thank you for everything you have done for the class! you have a really good temper, you are very patience to debug for us when we have met with problems. i hope i'd be able to be your student once again. i hope that your baby will be handsome okay :P, seriously, ms lo, YOU RAWKS ! :DD

ahh~ today's presentation is okay. [: though mr benedict kept asking us to try out of program and see if it works. seriously, i thought you shld be on the same path as us. why are you asking us so many questions ): luckily ours could work. if not......... lol.... ahh~ anyways, you said we did a good job for our presentations after we present. thanks for what you have said. we felt relieve and happy after everything :D

well~ because of this presentation, almost everyone in DBI0805 stayed up the whole nightttttt to do this project.(熊猫人- danny said it) except for ARNOLD. i dno what he's doing. he ignored our calls & didnt turn up for presentation, seriously, if he turns up, i dno what he'll be presenting. he dint help us at all :X, poor thing. but no matter what, even if he's in the team, it makes no difference i guess :X well~ i stayed the whole night just to rush out powerpoint, report and integrate huan's work. i only slept for 1hr. :X from 630am to 730am ): but at least, we dint waste this few hours. at least our work is done! at least they are worthwhile :) at about 6am, i still see 10/19 people online! lol! :)

P.S, danny said that there will be alot or pandaren - (熊猫人) presenting today. HAHA, thats so funny :X

label: thanks Ms Lo, CR, Khim, Huan, Joyce, Danny, Rachel, and DBI for helping us one way or another, thanks for those who gave us moral support. THANK YOU !

2009-02-01T02:03:00.002+08:00

oh so dear, sorry beloved, i have been neglecting you these few days! so sorry about that ): have been quite busy with the dumb java these few days. argghhhh; i hope we can get at least a B for our modules. please god ): arghhh. tuesday is coming!!!!! and our java is still like -_-! arghhh~ STRESS! ppt how! havent start yettttt. die! ahhh CHIONG AHZZ.

ahh
beloved fell asleep once againnnnnnn! without offing his comp~! haiya~ waste electricity ahhhx :O~ and called him, no ans. PIG!

hmm~ changed hotmail! can locate me at , ah_june@live.com.sg ~ hmm~

quarrelled with elson just now. damn stupid la, haiya. duno whats the quarrel about lahz. haiz. anything that i made you angry or w/e, sorry.~

2009-01-29T01:39:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHH!

I don't LIKE last minute work!

ARGH. the clock is ticking, time is passing. tuesday is drawing near. final presentation & report have to be done by then! and we have not start on our report yet. NO. not even Eclipse is done. Eclipse is our main thing. we have not complete it. Not yet to 60% of the project. This is driving me crazy. this sucks. it's Chinese New Year. and poor june, you have to be worried for this particular project. if only this does not have 5-6credit hours, i wouldn't bother so much. once i get a C for this module, my whole gpa is gonna be affected. NO. i dun want it to be affected. i want to maintain it pls.

GPA - MAINTAIN OR IMPROVE. NO OTHER WAY!

Thanks everyone who have contribute in the project. For the guy who did not contribute, im sorry but to tell teacher you did not do anything at all. This is not going to work. Seriously. Its not that im being mean towards you. Its just that i feel that its really not fair to the other team mates. Yes, we might slack and be playful at times. but at least, we contributed a bit. Everyone has to work hard to achieve the goal. When one does not contribute, our goal is drifting away further. We gave you 2 tasks to do. Yes, i know, 1 of them might be difficult. It's okay if you cannot do that. But the other should be easy to do. Im sick of this already. For other modules, you did not care, i still let you off. But for this, if my GPA is affected, you are really gonna be so dead. Seriously. If by later on, you cannot show me your work, im really gonna give up on you. 100%

2009-01-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

hahah. it has been so long since i last posted (:
hmmm, year 1 is ending real soon ! 2x days more to EXAMS :( and year 2 is coming up! Kinda excited :P

Well, first of all, Happy chinese niu year everyone ! HMM. it's really the 1st day of niu year! excited! wooo~ angbaos, here i comeeeeeee :P! HMMM.

changed blogskin cause i feel like it :X felt like blogging tooO.~! Hmmm. had reunion dinner with cousins at grandpa house (: ! going there tml! to bai nian!!!!!!!! a long weekend break for everyone :) YAYYYYYY, its new yearrrrrrrrr , muacks everyone! hahahha :P !

my zhu love slping nehx. hmmmmmmm, i going to slp also liaoxz~ seeya soon I GUESSSSS XDDD !

2009-01-09T22:17:00.002+08:00

hiya =)

Hmm. had open house yesterday =) . it's damn boring having that duty. (SIT) ARGH. luckily our duty slot lasted for 4hours only. unlike joyce, danny, rt & qf. they had to work from 10am-5pm. omgawd. imagine me sitting at the chair for almost 7hours -_- crap. being a tour guide is much more fun =) . despite all the tiredness, i think they are worthwhile. =)

monday is coming ! oh well. good luck to those taking O's results. may god bless you a million times =). i share the similar feeling as you. but for me, it was 1 year ago !! =D ! hmmm. what's done is done ! no point getting scare/ nervous etc.. =D be strong ! and everything will be fine =) !

just came home from beloved's hse =) both of us went to watch ponyo ponyo this afternoon =) . a very cute cute cute show ! :D well, rated 4/5 for this show :D it's funny eh xD hmm. there's a few nice show coming up this Jan ! i saw the triller ! they seemed funny . :D well, i forget about the title already ! OH WELL ! LOl ;O

hmmm ! waiting for lub to reach home now . HMMM , thanks for everything today =)

♥ i love you honey !

2009-01-01T00:55:00.002+08:00

happy new year all =) may your wishes come true ! =) all the best for 2009 ! XD .

Thanks to those who sms me your wishes =) though i was looking and waiting for someone's sms. but well, :] hahahha.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 新年快乐

2008-12-31T02:41:00.005+08:00

hi =)

havent been posting for quite awhile. Hmmm, life has been the quite same since the last time i posted. Except that i've grew more white hairs due to stress (java - eclipse). okays, the last 2 weeks of holiday was full of fun & work. ii wished that 2 weeks would be totally free of homework. but this wish has never come true. kinda sad. sigh. hmmm. im getting sick and tired of java already. sigh. how i wish i don't have to do such projects. argh. i've been hoping to complete it asap. but it seems like it's taking forever. for the past 2 weeks, i can frankly say that i've given my best in doing that project. but it's still not done yet. i faced eclipse, AT LEAST, 4hours each day. really, truthfully. BUT, things dun turn up as i wished and hoped. sigh. i really hope i can clear this module with at least a B, i duwan it to pull down my GPA. sigh.

alright, i shall stop sighing. its NEW YEAR EVE today !! weeeeeee, last day of 2008. Hmmm.

JUNE's wishes in year 2009:
- WORLD PEACE == No conflicts, no wars, no natural disasters - PEACE.
- Good health == For my family and bf =)
- Good results in year 2 =)
- Maintain my GPA, or even improve =)
- Maintain good relationship == Friends, love x3
- Stay happy always =)
- More money x_X , okay, i sounded very money-minded :$, but seriously, i need more money!
- Get rid of java :/
- I LOVE MY BELOVEDDD ! :DD

okay, that should be all ! hahahah . hmmmmmmm,

well! how m i gonna spend my day later on? Right, im gonna spend it with my bf - beloved :), we might be going to a few places.
hmmm, he agreed to accompany me to buy wallet =) but i dun tink im buying :$
okay, actually he said that i planned the day. but i dno how to :$
okays, if possible, i'd like to go to the beach =) that's what we did last year !! remember right :D
go to the beach to see the last sunset of the year =) *YAYNESS :D
*i hope it doesnt rain =(
then perhaps go over to his house =)
then home sweet home !!

*i wont be counting down for the new year outside. =) perhaps im still young to my parents. i'll be counting down at home, with the TV on !! :) alright !! its late! see you~ im gonna slp :P

NEW YEAR EVE. SEE YA, 2008 ! WELCOME 2009 !!

2008-12-26T01:02:00.004+08:00

hi =)

im back! a VERY big Merry Xmas to all of you =) . i had a very wonderful Xmas Day this year . i spent my day with my bf =) wee , a very lovely present by him! woooo ;) shall post the present up when i've taken a nice one!

secondly, Happy Bday ks gor (: . though we dont talk very often, i never forget about your bday =) anyways hope u had a very wonderful 18th bday =) may all your wishes come true!

well, school is reopening soon =( im getting quite sad and depressed. argh. there goes my 2 weeks holiday. SIGH !!! nvm! cheer up june =) u can make it to the next holiday!!! heheeee.

ANYWAYS !!! i rebond my hair !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on 24DEC2008 !!! WOOHOOO. okay, my hair is damn smooth soft and straight (: wee wooo wee , im damn happy hahahah .

alright !!!!!!! im off =) .

( my table is abit messy ) !!

MERRY XMAS !!!

2008-12-23T00:33:00.002+08:00

hi =)

havent been posting for quite awhile. kind of busy these holiday. im quite stressed up now. week 12 is just next week and my projects are not done yet =( shit man! im done for !

im rebonding hair this Wed =) i hope it looks good. Seriously, i've been wanting to rebond for a very long time already. Well, not really looking forward to this day. Cause im so broke now. i hope my mom would pay for me. my bank has not much left. my mom hasnt update my bank book for a very long time. i tink i'd be scolded when she sees it. argh.

oh well. i wanted to blog early in the morning yesterday because i had the urge to do so. but when i on my lappy, the urge went off. so well, didnt post until now. its 12:40am (the next day). i wanted to post about my dad and my bf =) . i love them damn alot. and i mean it.

im quite pissed off with my mom though. shes so unreasonable these 2 weeks. argh. i hate this. since 1month+ ago, i had been harrassing her to accompany me to the salon to dye & rebond my hair. but until now, she isnt free to bring me there! alright, she has to work, so i dint blame her that much. but she finally is free on Wed, and i told her to bring me there, she louden her voice and said to me, " can you stop that " . im so pissed off with her man. stupid dumb dumb. i wanted some money from her just now. she scolded me, WTF. -.- i hate her ! FOR NOW.

but i really want to thank dad for being a good daddy,
and beloved =) for being there with me when i need you.

For dad,
Thank you for being a good daddy, buying food for me when mom is at work, driving mom to work & back home, waiting for mom by standing at a corner without any complains, buying mom diamond necklace, earring & ring last week, buying xmas present for jas & i, giving family the best =) i love you so much. though you are fierce to us, but i can feel the warmth you gave to us =)

For bf,
Thank you for being there with me when i need you. thanks for tolerating my nonsense, for accompanying me home everytime we meet, for cheering me up when im down, for playing with me when we both are at home playing, for making the xmas present for me though it's not xmas yet, thanks for all these while. im sorry i always break your heart. im sorry i always make you sad by saying rubbish. i love you deep down in my heart. though you are so fierce when you are in dota =( which i dun like it, i still will love you.
P:S// can you not be so fierce when dota-ing? cause i find it so hard to communicate as i duwan to make you more fierce =(
i love you ♥

2008-12-19T19:23:00.007+08:00

hohos . yoyos . im back [:
picts at work on Tues are up!

* took this bcoz i was bored !

hmmmmm , had a wonderful day with dbi0805 ytr (:
20people = whole class came ! (:
Thankiew people, for making the whole outing so successful !!
Hmmmm, met everyone at 2pm at Minds cafe , spending the whole afternoon playing & eating there! at around 6, we went off to Esplanade to exchange presents ! :D *so sweet!

PICTS UP :D !

aiya. after 2hours, this blog is finally up. sighs. my mood isnt as good as just now. m i being to sensitive? my heart hurts when i called u... wanted to wake u up if u are slping. ( i tot u were tired, so went slping..) didn't know........................ nvm.. perhaps ii called the wrong timing... how i wish u dint pick up just now. really. pain....

2008-12-17T20:11:00.002+08:00

ookays, back after dinner & show (: hmmm, had vege, egg & sharkfin soup for dinner (: superb xD ! right, anyways, im keeping this blog in secret ba. i mean, im not gonna advertise my blog ;X . ii didn't change the URL, so if you happen to look at it, well, HI to you. i don't want many many people to know about my current lifestyle x.x , people such as QIN, said she visited my blog & saw my dead blog w/o any recent updates. HAHA, okays, too lazy to touch it man xD i bet this blog is going to die soon hahaha. RIGHT ! :O "LEFT" ! LOL , wt , so lame x.x !! hmmmmmmm... nothing to post siol :O !!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH , nvm, im tired . let me rest le hahhaha. well dota later? :O see how .! ii got to go now , Bye .

2008-12-17T16:38:00.002+08:00

hellos. (:

back on blogging after so long. doing fine during the few months. argh, im hungry! ): nvm. haiii.

went bbq with 4e3 girls ytr (:
thanks for the invitation girls (:
had bbq , cut cake etc..

aiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeer . update soon ): no mood now #$%^&*()

2008-09-08T00:13:00.001+08:00

Good Morning All (xD)

Wees, Monday ! Gonna slp like PIGG, HAHA, SEE YA ALL :S

OKays, IM LAMINNNNNNNNNNN :)

2008-09-05T17:00:00.002+08:00

it's friday yo ? xD , time passes so quickly lahhhhhhh ! 1week of hols gonna be over soon ! 5more to go xD ! kinda happy yet sad =/ , ii don't make sense , do i ? ~.~

alright, my arms have been aching quite alot these few days, ii mean, not really aching, numb at times, ii don't know why :S , aiyerr, ii tink it'll soon be okay ba ! xD

hmm, weekends are coming!! ii hope i'm able to change new phone lahh , waited for like sooooo long )): , aiya, ii want a new nice phone that can last me 2yrs ): i doubt my parents would want to change me a new one before the contract ends... *grins*

5:05pm now, kinda sian sian siaN ! was feeling giddy jux now, chiong maple for awhile, till 50%, then went to nap, coz my head spins like nobody's business! then love called me on my hp, which wake me up again xD . hahaha, then after awhile hang up, told him to call me back when he reaches khatib , which shld be, 45mins later? ii guess xD! hmmmm... boredness!

when ii was in sch, ii always wanted a holiday, becoz, ii dun have to wake up early for class, ii dun have to do tutorial, and lastly, ii dun have to study for exams.. however, now that im at home for a "long" holiday, im feeling BOREDD . yup, many ppl asked me to get a part time job for the time being! but im too lazy.. coz im afraid of getting up EARLYYYYYYYYY, & tiring myself all day long! wanted to request to go back to selling of chocs, but, aiya, too lazy to even ask my mom for a working slot ! nvm ba ! let me rot at home beh xDD !

lalalla , dumb Edric , afk or what once again ! asked him to put his msn status to busy or away when he's not in msn ! he refuse to listen to me ! ii find it so hard to contact him can ! wanted to ask him gb with me , but he's not answering me ! ass you ! ROARRRRRRRRRR ;

im off here XD . finish nagging ! hahahahah

2008-09-03T17:34:00.003+08:00

raining raining raining raining raining ! I love the rainnnnnnnn :DD ! rain more !! hurraaaay :DD . ii love the rain coz it makes my pillow & bolster cold cold (: so nice to kiss it =X !

hmm~ dad lost his wallet ytr D: , he lost a few thousand dollars , < why did he put so much money in his wallet ?_? ii dun understand ! LOL , so careless ): . lalalla , it's Wednesday today ! time passes so quickly ! it's the 3rd day of holiday liao lah ! LOLLL xD .

hahahha ,, dam love holiday lah . dun have to worry about anything ! no exams , no tuts ! HAHAAH , rocksa xD !

posttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt soon x)

2008-09-02T22:04:00.003+08:00

' __ # l J U и E l - * ; _ L O V E S '_ # ' ; D O и O V A и (:

' __ # l D O и O V A и l - * ; _ L O V E S '_ # ' ; J U и E (:

Our msn nick ^^!

2008-09-01T15:18:00.002+08:00

oh no! ii changed a new blogskin again ! ahahahaha !

it's the 1st day of our holiday ! wheee ! 6 weeks of holidays ! wheee , roxa ! gonna rot at homee ! hahaha , kidding =/ . lalalla~

HAPPY B'DAY RACHELLLLLLLL !

Its her b'day today ! ahahha , had a wonderful party ytr ! hahah , hope u like our present ! xD , hmmm , love came to fetch me at my house ytr , at about 12+ ? , then we went DG shop awhile and head to orchard to meet joyce, huan jiejie, qf & danny ! went to buy present for that b'day ger ! :D ! shop shop shop & shop ! love even bought me a pair of slippers ! coz my leg hurts with that black shoe )): ! slippers which cost $29.90 ! :D thanks beloved ! ii love it damn much ! hehes . Yepp, then we took train to YCK, & walk to her house as it was still early ! soklei, khim, xueling, cynthia reached there before us, we were like, WOW, so early hahaha . alright~ the food served was fantastic! :D , ahahha , then we went to her condo pool to sit by the pool side~ took some photos & went back to the club house for cake cutting ! hahahha , chocolate cakeee , so niceeeeeee can ! hahahha , yep !! thanks raeeeeeeeee , that was a wonderful night ! :) Hope u enjoyed ur 18th birthday !!! *muackssssssss* hahah !

yupyup ! im currently waiting for maple to finish patching luh ! )): bleahx ! alright ! stop posting ler ! see you guys soon !!!!!!!!! :)

2008-08-29T11:47:00.003+08:00

Happy Anniversary Beloved x3

Woo~ It's been so long since I last posted :P ! June is here, back to my free world again :D , exams are finally over :S , FINALLY , 5sets of papers DOWN ! xD Weehs~ Here comes my HOLIDAYYY :D , whakaka xP . This is my first time taking examinations in Poly ! :D Well, I felt that it's so stress up when exams were round the corner x( . I wasn't like this previously. Perhaps it's becoz of the competitive classmates I have =X . They are so competitive! Here it goes~! Competiting with one another! I love this, xD . At least I got the motivation to study :P . *TADANGS* Im so guai, hehe *pat of my shoulder* xPP . Hmm, it's Friday today! Beloved had appointment later on :) Accompanying him there :D , so guai rightt , hehe *shyss* =X I think he thinks that I'm sleeping now, but I ain't . :O !

Right ! It's time for me to enjoy my HOLIDAYYY before sem2 starts :P .

- I want C902/W902 ASAP :( *Im despo for HP* :))

2008-08-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA , the ger is back to posting neh :)
well, hasn't been posting for the past few weeks :X , too lazy to touch it :)
Yays, Happy Belated National Day :X , Hahah . Had a nice national day despite the fact that im at home playing :X . Well, the NDP was such a success :)
Hmm, went to love's house today :) , played pangya at his place :) ii even fell aslp thr ;X .
I guessed ii had not euff slp the previous nights :) heees :P Oh yeah! 1 week holiday for me :) . Well, study week ii guess!
I MUST STUDY TMR :) From AFTERNOON TO NIGHT . Plan to study C.maths & ESSIT. & ii MUST do it ! :) HAHAHA :)
We'r having major exam next week! gambeteh all :) !! HAHHA :P IM SOOOOOOOOO HIGH now :X . well~! im crazy muhhahaha :X .
lalalalal . wo hen lei le !! hahaha!! ii go slp now :X , & ii tink ii cant slp ba! :P . nvm uhh , study abit norrr :) ok!!!!!!!! nightttttttttttttttttttttttty :)

2008-07-24T21:37:00.002+08:00

hey look! hees .thats beloved !! LOLOLOL , ii took him without him noticing :X ahhahahah !!!!!! well, GOOD LUCK FOR MARKETING PRESENTATION TMRRRRRRR :D

2008-07-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

Ahaha! im BACK (: , heyhey ! im so stress-free this week ! (: nono! ops ! i've got MARKETING ICA2 presentation this coming FRIDAY !! ahh ~ well, our powerpoint & report are still coming on the way ~ not yet done ): ! its report's deadline tmr! we are still half way through! oh my god! hahahas . well! we told kevin wee~ he said to give us till Friday! he MAY/MAY NOT penalty us! oh well! no choice! no one told us anything before hand! don't ever push the blame on us [:! O.o! Hmm! im kind of happy & proud of huan jiejie & myself! we could actually do most of the job by ourselves! *pat on our shoulder* , huanjiejie (: booboo to the 3 guys! so disappointed in u guys ):! well, i've to say first, arnold did some of the touch up actually! that 2 guys! did NOTHING! im NOT gonna let u off ):! u shall face the consequence! im NOT gonna let u all have free MARKS! grr . watever ! its coming to an end! im NOT gonna be in the same group anymore! ): ! ii rather ii do in group of 2, me & huanjiejie (: ! we rocksa (: hees !

wooO~ thank you oh lovelove, sending me home after work almost everyday (: when im off sch at 6pm (:! ii love to lie on ur shoulder oh~! hees, so comfortable xP ii wana lie on it forever, kekes [:

2008-07-20T00:07:00.006+08:00

heyhey !! im back from wedding dinner (: wooo, a sweet sweet loving couple ! (: *envy* hees , ii wana get married too !! weeeeeeeee (: 1O carat ok, beloved :PP . Yupp, here's some picts ii took :X

omg, look at felicia ! giving me DDAT kinda

look ! me & fel, OF COS (:

us again !! she dragged me to take photo

with her !! LOL (:

Ooh, Jas, Fel, Darren (: Cousins FOREVER (:

wan sui !

Omg, is she acting CUTEEEEEE :X

this was taken before the whole wedding dinner

starts !

wooo, when the newly weds came into the ball-

room ! (:

Wooo, WINEEEEEEE (:

The Newly Wedddddddds ! :D

Cut cakeeee ! Oops, sorry dad :P

oh yeah ~ let me rate that hotel ! furama hotel ii guess, ii shall rate them 7/10 (:

the dishes served were so so so fantastic (: shark fins, abalone etc etc (: yum yummm :Pp . about 10 dishes being served :Pp .

oh yea ! something made us LMAO lahh :Pp, that waitress who served our table ! she kept saying " Excuse me pls " to each and everyone of us sitting at our table !! she said that
whenever she wana pour tea/orange juice, serve, or clear the plates !! Omg, thats so funny ! ii guess ii couldnt elaborate any futher la, cos ii tink uall wun get that joke :X . && !! sheeeeeeee cleared our dishes damn fast.. for eg, when the food is served, she'll say.. "quick quick, eat it up when its hot !! " then 5mins ltr, she'll come back, and put the remaining food on a small plate, then she will ask us to finish em up, ANDDDDDDDDDD, clear up !! then she complained that we messed the whole table !! btwwwwwwww , she shouldn't complained so much.. we payed for all these okayyys .!! uh huh, then at the end ~ she knew we were laughing at her !! LOLOLOL , so funny :X btw, whenever she finish clearing our table, others were still enjoying their food !! ARGHHH , our eating speed is so GODLYYYYYYYYYY !! ahahhaahaha :P

2008-07-18T19:43:00.003+08:00

hurray ! some random picts ii took :D

ooh, this is the lecture hall ii go, almost
everyday :X

heyhey ! scotts !! thats YOUUU in lecture hall !!
well, practically ii aint listening him at all :X .
busying doing stupid stuff like THIS !

ah ha ! so ii did the same thing in FIREMAN'S
LECTURE ! Oh man, thats me, myself & ii !
laming away in lecture hall ! & sok lei, SORRY,
ii took half of ur body in my pict :X

m ii a good photographer ? hees .

all right, took all these a few weeks ago~
well, nice clouds isnt it?
took these outside tutorial room :X

woo, that was soooooooo fantastic ! ahhhhhhhhhhhahah, well.. had been so sick until now. sick for 3days already ): . did 3 tests during this 3 days -.- , did 1 ytd, & 2 for today @_@. got an MC on thrus. then went back to school for c.maths test in the evening. had 2 today ~!! dspt & accounting. ii tink im gonna score BADLY for these 3. ARGH, watever.

hmmmmm~! aaaaaaahahah. 8pm now. shouldnt ii be playing happily? well.. ii aint happie at all ): watever. anyways~ no1 cares about me. so WHY should ii care? watever! ii like to be what im !

1st thing first ! called him just now~ dint ans~ knew he was bathing~ so went back for show~ was watching half way~ 1 phone call~ "YES" , "hur wat" , "YES, did u called?" , well , ii did ? dint ii ? ok watever. too much water in my eyes ! ahahah , then too heavy, dropped~ woo, my cheeks got water AGAIN ! O.o ! hang up phone, then called him back~ assuming that nothing has happened.. chatted, & asked him to come online.. and he came.. well.. ii wanted to keep this to myself.. but ii nid sm1 to talk to ): so came to u, laptop, AGAIN ! ahhahah ! just a short conversation and he gave me this look , -_- . Oh, ii fcking hate this look . AHHAHA, ii know im annoying~ nvm -_- jiu -_- lo =.= . then~ ii told him ii changed a new blogskin.. and he gave me a -_- face again.. well, watever. its my blog anyways.. ii shall change it all ii want.. (: omg, tears again.. KOOL, definitely ! [: uh huh . then went on..

"due to this sentence............... and now u are angry and sad ma beloved?" well.. ii know im annoying lah.. dunnid to say until laiddis right... "due to this sentence, and u are now..." well.. so kool hur.. again & again.. repeatingly n repeatingly~! [:

2008-07-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hii, late evening all...

Anyways, ii doubt my belovedd's friend still online at this hour or rather be able to read her blog at this time.. If she happen to be sick suddenly in school don't hesitate to ask her go home or ask her go buy panadol oh. Her degree so high lorx 38 +/- de T_T ii dont know why ii sense that she seems not ok as in her sms to me... Like cold cold de , or Im ii thinking too much oh my belovedd ^^ Get well SOON PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, Misses you LOTS. Actually wanna post in our blog de but well Hees.

You'll Always Be My SunShine My Belovedd June
I'll Always Be Your Belovedd Donovan

2008-07-15T22:49:00.002+08:00

Wow, is been real long since ii post and now I'm in my belovedd blog to post. Well nothing much though just wanna say to her that, jy in whatever things u do oh never say urself a failure others excluding me can give up u , but NEVER give up urself. Stress thats of course would have, me do ii have stress ii dont know either now im in Tuas Naval Base ur friend ar belovedd 'huan' right she said my camp so good lols. Not free at all, once comes to work work would keep pouring in like there's no the end like what im doing it, once the day completed the task keeps coming in every a new day starts or rather cant finish on the tat day would store even more.. then would drag till quite late reached home T_T sorry bout it wor last week my belovedd so late then reach home and u even said that next time would be 8+ le, dui bu qi oh. And of course recently ii keep buying The Newpaper sio, now then ii realize if read news right is good and know whats happening around in the world or rather in singapore itself and oso can upgrade my english as well as its getting worst each day? lols. should be thats all for now. Nites all

2008-07-13T22:34:00.004+08:00

omg , can youu believe it ! Sunday is almost over ! There goes my whole weekend . Im gonna have tons of things to do the coming week ): superb tired already ! well , ii guess ii shouldn't complain about it . cos ii have a goal , my personal goal , ii must be persistence ! a MUST (: !

well , didn't do anything much today . woke up at 11am , by my mom . came online after waking love up . played w him in gunbound for a few rounds , then came out to do homework ! did accounting tutorial . so difficultttttttttt ! ii spent like 2hrs just to complete that few qns ?! grr . ii guess im all wrong :X , im such a failure ): . after that went to CMS to check for scott's homework . well , gotta watch some videos , but im too lazy to watch it . so closed dat window & asked love to go back to play mode ! ~ (: well , of cos, bathed before gaming (: then game all d way till now :O ! he's having his dinner now (10:44pm) , is it a supper or dinner ? ): no more late dinner please .

uh huh , thats all about today ~! wouldn't be playing during school days ba . ii nida rush for my accounting test & data structure test (Pract) this coming friday . both are stressing me currently . ii suppose im gonna have a bad week ): *pray pray, no additional stress besides this 2 , that's enough ! *

2008-07-13T15:16:00.003+08:00

he's damn cute & handsome right (:
he's non other then......... jiajun ! ( joyce's nephew)
*belovedd don't jealous :Pp , ure still FIRST (:

2008-07-12T18:58:00.004+08:00

Heyooo . ii haven't been posting for a very long time ! (: back here finally :DD woohooo ! :DD ii'd been so busy for the past 2 weeks ): ii couldn't even play during weekdays ! it wasn't like this previously ): ii don't like poly life , stress like nobody's business ! *im stating d fact, please believe it* Perhaps, other polytechnic/course is not so stressful . BUT , IM facing so much stress . ii guess ii nida stress ball soon ! Ahahha ! :P

hmm, back home after some touching up on marketing project ! only me n huan did d job . they all were so busy to turn up ! ARGHH . fine , forget it . count myself unlucky to come into this group . im not gonna give up bcos of them . bcos ii nid my marks ! ARGHH . WATEVER ~! im proud of ourselves , huan jiejie (: hees .

wooolala, just changed a new blogskin . SMILEEE ppl (: bleahx . ii love to see d smile on his face , so cuteee ! :PP . woo~ misses him (:

love took this pict (: x333 !

2008-06-05T23:10:00.002+08:00

yoyoo , back home (!) yeahhhhhh (!)

Firstly, HAPPY B'DAY TO MYSELF (: Bleahx .
Had a wonderful, best birthday this year. First year having birthday on a school day =/ keke , so nice huh , received so many gifts . (:

A BIG BIG BIG BIG thank you to,
my belovedddddddd :D for d best present on Earth :P
huan jiejie , d massaging cushion !
rachel , pouch !
ruiting, qifeng, joyce & danny for couple cup ( ii tink )
sok lei, xueling, dulcie, khim, cynthia, joan, sarah for shirts ;DD
thanks keykey, ks gor, ruiting & gang, jasmine, jessica, joanne and alot alot more for d sms greetings (: they'r all appreciated :DDD

AND OF COS,
o8o5 for everything :D you guys roxs xDDDDD ! hehehe , alright , ending here :DD

Tags replied ,thanks xin xin & alex ;DD !

2008-05-28T18:49:00.003+08:00

After 7weeks of school in NYP, ii realised that ii can't cope with my work when tests are round the corner.. Just for 1 Marketing ICA, ii spent so much time on revising them.. & ii could barely remember anything that ii'd studied ! ARGHHS . ii hate this lifestyle.. being so relax at times , and being so freaking stressed up when tests are near.. D:

Today's Marketing ICA is ok to me, ii found that MCQ questions are so difficult lah , essay is ok for me.. D: MCQ , ii hate you !

yay, going to stay over at belovedd's house next week . bleahx . happy happy ~ , WOOO , tmr 29 again (!) Happy advanced anniversary, love x3 . Alright. iim so sleepy now! ii go rest le. post soon again.

Tags replied , thanks for relink & tagg , leen , xin , lyn , jasmine :]

2008-05-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

Love ,

I never know I had caused such unhappiness to you.. Few months ago , things weren't stable for me.. I kept tearing because of small little things.. Now that I'm okay, and you aren't.. I was wrong all the while.. I thought you were as happy as me.. Never did I knew that you were not exactly what I assume.. If you never post such things on our blog, I didn't know that you were suffering there.. The last time I cried for you was 1month plus ago, however, I teared once again today.. Whenever I hear you cry, I know I broke your heart again.. I once told myself that I would NEVER let belovedd cry again, but I failed to do so. TODAY, this moment..
I'm such a failure, a failure that makes my love cry over and over again.. I'm sorry for so much unhappiness...

The post you wrote actually hurt me deeply, DON'T say sorry... The feeling is terrible, a knife stabbing through my heart.. Unbearable pain.. I...

As what you mentioned in the post, "I'm gonna make you suffer?" I was just kidding, never did I know you took it so seriously.. Will I ever let my boy suffer? Will I? To state the fact, letting you suffer = stabbing a knife through my heart.. So will I ever let you suffer and get myself so hurt ? WILL I ?!

You said that you are like talking to yourself on that blog? Should I delete this blog then? I really hate to see you saying that.. Hurt me again.. DON'T say sorry...

Vesak Day, your mom tagged along.. I don't mind.. I couldn't reject her.. She asked me.. "Can I go too?" What if I said no? What will she think of me? I don't want her to have bad impression on me, can?

I'm very happy to see you getting an urgent leave just for me... Thank you love.. I appreciate it, alot alot..

I'm sorry, couldn't be with you when you are having a headache.. Sorry.. I want you be with you when you needed me most, but I couldn't.. Sighs..

Planned to buy ring yesterday right ? You said you don't have enough cash with you.. Didn't know that you wanted to use NETS. What I knew was, you said that there'll be extra charge, and I thought you wanted to buy another day.. So I said that.. It's not that I don't want it yesterday.. I wanted it very much, you know? I was sad too, when I said that we can get it next time.. But what can I do? I don't want you to... You cried on the bus.. I didn't know.. All the while I thought you were having headache.. Cause you said so.. and you didn't deny.. Fine, I'm hurt once again.. Lied to me again..

I wanted you to be happy very much.. I thought that these few days you were as happy as me.. But you weren't.. Your first unhappy feeling started on May19.. I only get to know it on May25.. 6days later.. Oh great, I'm such a girlfriend to you.. Hahas.. I told myself that I MUST NOT hurt you anymore.. But I failed to do so.. Sometimes I thought, Will I ever make you smile again? Can I make you happy again? Sorry for all the unhappiness caused.. Really sorry..

如果有一天，不幸的事发生了。。我愿意用我的性命换取你的。。原因浅浅，因为我爱你。。

我能再看见你的笑容吗？

2008-05-24T11:43:00.003+08:00

Hmm, haven't been posting for quite a moment. :D Going out w love later [: Where are we going then ? ii guess we'r going back to his house ba :D
=x Promised his mom that we'r going to d beach tday , then don't feel like going.. Im Dead (!) LOLLS .
Arghhs , sianXz , this coming week shall be d worst week ever.. Acct & Marketing test (!) ARGHS . Gonna buck up tmr :P bleahx . Let me enjoy tday . kekes . OHH YARR , gonna do hw tmr too ! LOLLS .

最近，心情没这么好。。不知原因。。因该是中国四川地震所造成的吧。。我种觉得世界已经不是我所认识的地方了。。好恐怖哦。。人到底会活到几岁呢？有人说，在2010年，世界就来到了尾声了。。世界末日咯。。
想想。。现在的年轻人，包括我在内，好可怜哦。。如果真真事实会发生的话，我们根本无法享受人生，无法尽力体验，无法满足自己。。*叹气*
想起四川地震的画面。。死了这么多人。。我的心情就沉到最低点。。看到可怜的生还者。。看到可怜的孤儿就这样失去父母，失去亲人。。根惨的是，有些人还没被找到。。有些生还者还被困当中。。为什么会发生这种事呢？为什么老天爷要这样罚无辜的人呢？哎。。

2008-05-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

post post post.. havent been posting for a very long time . ahahah , so lazy lah . x.x hmm.. its SIT elearning day tmr (!) yays , no school :P . Yuppx . Hmm , since thr's no school tmr , i feel like going out to have loads and loads and loads of fun ! Hmm , danny asked me to go bugis w them tmr morning , at 10 . 不见不散。。 ahhh~ its like so early , & wat are we gonna do thr ?! Aiyyaa . see how lah . >"<

during maths lecture today , ii msged belovedd ahh .. ii told him tmr no sch & asked if he could take leave or smthing.. then he "took", not yet cfm as his mdm slept at 9+ pm most probably.. LOLLs . so aiya . nvm bahx . if tmr he work then work norxx . 我在家里读书。。hee . [:

sian sian sian .. no mood to post ar .. 1am + luh , keke . ii gonna slp now . GOOD NITE for now :D

2008-05-15T23:35:00.005+08:00

oh oh~ Earthquake has happened in China ii guessed . Aww , so many peeps died . Arghs . Horrible experience which ii guess no1 wants to encounter any of these . Well , ii dn care ~! It doesn't affect me anyways :P

Yeah ~ was in school since 9am . things had been so smoothly . went for lessons , breaks , lessons , breaks . cool huh . hees . one unexpected thing happened to DANNY again when he was in the library cafe . ahaha , he spilled MILO again ! this is his 2nd time in the week spilling milo off the table (!) Aww , so unlucky ! kekes . Well , got this incident taken in my phone xP . AHH my phone is offed x.x ii shall post the picts in tmr x.x hahah . having DSTP test tmr ar . dint study much . hope can pass ah z333

2008-05-14T15:58:00.003+08:00

ahahah . getting lazy these few days . kekes , lazy to do anything . back has been aching since Monday . Terrible ache/pain that ii can hardly speak out loud . I wish this pain would disappear soon . asap if possible . ii could not even concentrate in class w this pain *Arghhx*

this is d 5th week of school . things had came by so smoothly . ii love this kind of life . x3 exams are round the corner . ii shall be busy soon . hees :DD study study study (!)

Hmmx , gonna write love letter for my belovedd again (!) youu huh , so nottie onee . never write for so long already x33 damn miss your letters lurhhs . kekes . yupp . hmm . belovedd , you changed le (!) you changed to a better & guai boy boy ler . yays . happy happy ~ x33 iim so fortunate to be w you . x33 whenever ii felt depressed of anything , i'll think of you .. only YOU can make me happy once again . ii'll think of you having to wait for me outside school almost everyday.. thinking of holding your hand when im w you.. having to "box" you when you'r nottie . kekes . all these little things you do for me are appreciated .. belovedd , im here..
to give you all my love , to fulfill all your dreams w you... & we shall make a wonderful story tgt x3

2008-05-10T11:08:00.004+08:00

OHHHHHH . It's Mother's Day tmr (!) . [: Most likely having dinner at grandma house . Hee . Hmm , this year is my 1st year buying formal "present" for my mom . Hehex . Yepp . Bought present for auntie , belovedd's mom too [:

This is for my MOM [:

This is for auntiie :D

Hmm , got auntie a Rain's concert DVD , which belovedd says she wanted much.. & got my mom a soup receipe book [: She said she wanted to buy . But dint buy :P . She wanted this 2months ago. ! HEex . 够体贴了吧？BLEAHX ;D Hmm , giving it to auntiie later on , & mom tmrr [: Heex . Well . Here to wish all Woman in this world , HAPPY MOTHERS' DAYYYY ! :DDD

2008-05-07T22:52:00.004+08:00

perhaps im being too over-sensitive . ii always got tings messed up , got ppl's mood upside down . ii was being over sensitive today . its all me that all these had happened . all ii knw is to keep asking "WHY" ..

many many of the "WHY"-s made someone's mood upside down . ii shan't ask anymore of the WHYs from now on . im damn f*cked up w myself now . ii duwan such things to happen . its all me , me . im the one who caused this unhappiness . im always d one . when things were as usual , i made a fuss out of it . whatever . ii shall be "Little Miss Whatever" today .

ii was hoping for ur return . but who knows . things turned out to be unexpected.. ii really hope that time will go back to 9pm . Then ii wont let such unhappiness happened again .. im hurt once again . ii've gone 1 big round just to hurt myself once again .

2008-05-07T16:21:00.002+08:00

*ahh* *screams at marcus di* " WHR MY X3 ON YOUR BLOG NAMEEE ?! " Hahaa .
" Friend at muaii hse . ltr i go add k ^^ " , LOLL . that's our conversation awhile ago xP .

Hmm , 425pm . AHH ~ beloved gonna off work soon . & FINALLY , D: . Missed him for d whole day lahh !! Wont be meeting him for dinner tday . Cause school ends early tday . (: 11am-1pm (: Yuupppx . Met jas to have lunch tgt . Then came home to do nothing ! LOL . Okay , slept awhile . Probably 1hr , less than that maybe @_@ ! Still so tired now ! ARGHx . But ii dun wan to slp luhh , afraid that ii cant slp ltr in d night (:

Hmm , this week is not considered a busy for me . Perhaps thr's some "tests" , "gradings" but they aren't real write on test @_@ , Hahaa . Week 6 coming !! Arghh . That should probably be d most busy week . With all d tests coming up ! AHH ! hhaha . Im having a C.math test tmr . Our milo lecturer told us it's open book test ._. and he told us abt the kinds of questions we'll see in d paper.. ii was like OMGawd , is this considered as a test ?! LOL . Ahah , quite glad about that . At least ii wouldn't have to memorise those weird formulas like " 1+1= 10 " =.=!! LOLOLx .

Ahh~ Business Communication having ICAs tmr too !! AHH *note taking and listening* !! AHHH ~ siao liao X.x HOPE II CAN DO WELL TMR <33333>

我就写到这里。。好累了。。再见。。！

2008-05-07T14:42:00.001+08:00

TEAR DROPS ON MY GUITAR [:

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

Taylor Swift

2008-05-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

heyoo .. back heheehhe . hmm .. belovedd found a cute game ytd lahh ! hees . then bcos its Sat , went to his hse to play lorx . then can pei him at the same time ma !! heex . went to amk hub w him first , then went to his hse lorx . his mom went out to bugis then back soon after [: . Yups . then spent d rest of d time at his hse playing that cute cute game " SealOnlineUSA " hehehs . quite nice oh [: . Yupp . then ii changed a new blogskin tday (!) heex . quite nice uh . :D . heex .

had loads of hw lorx . accountancy most siol . ROAR , so difficult lo ! booshiit . heex . [: but managed to do most of it :D ! Yupx . school gonna start again soon ! sianxx .

PoSt SoOn . Oh Yeah , gOt nEw sPecS le [: . heEx !

2008-05-02T20:59:00.002+08:00

2nd may . cool . so long nv post again . so bored ah . had been schooling for d past 1month already . 1month flew passed so quickly . hahha . ytd was labour day . it was supposed to be public holiday . but ii dun see people having a PH on that day . it seemed like a normal day to me . cos everyone is working as usual , including my dad [: hahha . perhaps labour day should be a school holiday & not a PH ! hehhe . yups . cos every student had a "free" day ytd [: hhehe .
School was usual tday . ii hate Friday d most . Bcos , school was d most hectic on this day . 9am-6pm school . only 2hrs break at 12-2pm . quite boring huh . luckily we were asked to bring laptop to sch on friday for marketing class . LOLOL , if not ii wont bring & thus wont have a great fun time at tutorial & lectures hees . [:

*AHH* ii dun understand accountancy !! LOLOL , not really dun understand lah . its bcos of that stupid break in btw lesson . ARGHH ! ii was listening & concentrating to d lecturer at the 1st half of d lesson lah . then dno why d hell did he want a 10 min break in d middle . since its a break , then ii went playing mahjong at viwawa.com lah . hoping that time will pass by easily . THENNNNNNN , so quickly , 10 mins passed . ii was still playing mahjong w danny & qifeng . LOLOL , then end up playing till 10mins b4 class end . LOLOL , 2nd class of d lesson , dun understand at all ! keke . [:

好的。现在我就用华文来blog了。试试看而已。。呵呵！嗨哟，真sian 啊。我觉得我很失败呢！我无法让我亲爱的弄得开心一点。。我不知道因该这么样才能让他有回到开心的样子。。亲爱的。。你知道我看了你这么闷闷不了的样子，我很痛心吗？好伤心哦！我的愿望就是能天天见到你开心的一面。。

2008-04-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

It has been so long since ii last posted .
Quite busy with school and everything .
Finally back here - freee .

Hahhas , went for "class gathering" ytd . But only 10 made it . 10/21 poor thing . These are d people who came for it , Ruiting , Joyce , Rachael , Huan , Dulcie , Sid , Alex , Danny , Qi Feng & me . Beloved tagged along too ! :D Hahhas , went to have dinner & watched Forbidden Kingdom at GV dhoby ghaut at 840pm . :D Quite a nice show , but boring at times . I nearly fell asleep . Hahhas . Alex , Huan & Beloved watched b4 le . They'r watching d 2nd time LOL . Thanks love [:

Had been quite "emo" these 2 days . Not sure why . Had been thinking lots of questions . Had been having wild thoughts in my mind . Aww , why why why ... not sure of d reason . Sighs .. I want to know , but ii don't wish to know . ii hate this freaking feelingg . ARGHHs . ii dn want you to feel down or self-blaming bcos of me . ii hate it . ii might blame myself for it . sorry . always does/think of things that you hate most . sorry about that .

Labels : ii want to know , but ii dun wish to have d answer . it might hurt deeply .

2008-04-20T19:33:00.002+08:00

I just realised that time passes so quickly .
Every minute , every second . I remember myself having to go to school on d 1st day of school . Time passes so quickly that i'v gone to school for 5days already . Im all stressed up for those homework given . ARGHHH !

2008-04-19T00:58:00.003+08:00

Arghs ! You guessed it , you guessed it ! I'm really unhappy . I cried for a moment & ii stopped . I hate to hear certain words nor sentences from you . I hate it , cause it hurts me terribly . It's painful , some kind of pain that no one will ever taste it . Sharp pain in my heart . This is an indescribable feeling . It's not totally that , but it's hard to explain it out . ARGHHH !!!

I felt a sudden change in you . Changes in you . I hate this change in you . I HATE IT ! What made you change ? Me ? ARGHHH !!! You might be wondering , what had you change into ? Well , perhaps im being silly . You might / will definitely say me being too sensitive . But i must say , this time round im not being sensitive because , on the way back home from AMK hub , you were damn quiet . Okay , this is nothing , cause you'll say this is natural . WHATEVER . I tried every means in making you talk , but still it didn't work . I longed for your smile on you , but it didn't appear to be what ii expected . Im disappointed & speechless . ARGHHH !!!

Can you not change ? Not a single bit ? Cause im not used to it . Definitely NO . I want the "YOU" before all these changes . A "YOU" that will share your problems with me , a "YOU" that's smiling , REAL smile , everyday ?

Or perhaps , Im thinking too much again , like what you'd said .

I was online-d since ii reached home . I was hoping for you to get online cause you said you MIGHT online. Waited for so long & you didn't appear to be online . I called you , you said you were watching tv , okay , ii don't disturb you . I hanged up . I really hope to be with you , anywhere will do , even when we are in "virtual" world . Gaming together is definitely better than having to be left alone .

We were on the line once again , a few minutes before you get onto bed . I forget what I'd said . I remember the part which you said , "forget it , ii don't want to force you to say" . I teared . Why ? Why must this phrase "FORGET IT" came out from you ? "FORGET IT" to me is another term of giving up . I wanted to say already . Thinking of how to phrase it so that the sentence will sound better . But before ii opened my mouth , you said that . Since you said that , I've nothing more to add on . Cause my mind was a blank already . I didn't know you'll say it . Never will ii think of it .
Previously , you will always persuade me to say what im thinking exactly , but because of what you'd said just now , ii felt like crying again .

What had happened ? Has anything happened between us ? Has our communication become a problem now ? I hate to say this . ARGHHH . I want to know what you'r thinking exactly .

For example , you sent me home today . I didn't want you to send me all the way to my doorstep , or rather void deck is because of the kpo uncle below . I don't want him to look in the way that I expected . I explained to you , but your reaction was not , " Oh , okay , I understand . " It was , " But nevermind what , so what if he sees it ? What if... " WHATEVER .

You'd always give me fake smile / laughter , in RL and on phone . I hate it okay . Sometimes ii said some cold jokes to make you laugh . I know , some isn't funny at all , i know it , but don't give me fake laughter . Cause it'll make me even more sad . I want to cheer you up by all means . But because of your fake laughter , it made me sad . ARGHHH .

Am i being idiotic ? Every small little things im commenting on it .

Labels : I want a "YOU" before any changes took place . Can you be what you were like previously ? Longing of it . I NEED YOU ,YOUR UNCHANGED-YOU .

2008-04-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

Okie , this is what i wrote in my microsoft word when im about to sleep .

"Hi beloved [: , just trying out this new weird microsoft word office , kinda fun ley , hahhas . Yeah , can this be 1 of d letters ? Hees . Bleahs , ii had a wonderful day w you tday lah , April 17 , a cool dayy [: . Though it’s just a few hours of having you by my side , im happy already , contented [: . Yeah , btw , ii love to see you smileeeee [: , your smile really brightened up my day [: , ii hope to see that smile of yours everyday . [x . Yeah , though we cant meet everyday , but still ... hees"

HAHAH , im nuts x.x ! wei beloved , you'v got smting on your MIND ? care to share ma ? ROAR , nono , shouldn't ask you in this way .. ii shld say , TELL ME LEYYYYY ! D: , sad ley , hees . xP .

Oh yeah ! school starts at 2pm for me tmr ! due to some tutorial and practical being cancelled out , im off from school in d morning ! Which means ii get to sleep later (!) Yays ! xPP ! Yeah , school's boring and fun at times . ii really love d time whr d gers in my class actually got tgt and have lunch tgt [: ! DBIo8o5 roxs my poly lyfe [: rawks on xPP !

Labels : you brighten me up w/ your smile everyday [:

2008-04-15T15:24:00.005+08:00

uh huh , so im back from school . Freaking tired ._.
Had 4hours of lesson tday . 2hours of practical , 2hours of lecture . Lecture was fun tday . Finally huh . The lecture was about A.maths ! Omg , im back to d same old me again . Was like , phews , i dropped A.maths , and now im back to it again ._.?! Yeps , then did alot of examples tday . Wee , i love Maths damn much lah , it's so much better than History ._. , did history for practical tday . I was like , wtfishbbq . IT or history sia ._. . Sux !

Beloved having operation on this teeth !! T_T , why ?! why ?! Why must it be tday . ROAR , i hate it T_T , wish him all d best . praying hard for him . [: Beloved , JIAYOUUS . x33 . Get well soon worr , missingg you like nobody's business !!

Hmm , school ends early for me tmr again ! yayss . BTW , i deleted auditionsea tday ;D . hope my lappy will work faster [: .

2008-04-14T21:50:00.003+08:00

woo ! am back home , finally ! [:

14o4 is d first day of school , which means tday lah ! :D
School was fun tday , everything went smoothly for DBI o8o5 .
Had our first lesson at 8am , met each other at atrium* , then went to block L for our very first lesson at NYP .

[: , every lesson was shorten by 1hr as its d first week , however timetable will be as followed starting from week 2 . :D

ii wasn't quite used to d poly lifestyle luhh .
imagine a to0t t0ot person like me going into IT class . This angmo sir started to speak so fast , then asked us to do d web application ourselves , ii was like wtfishbbq , am ii here for lesson OR "test" ? ii thought he was suppose to , at least teach d basic right ! Its still d 1st lesson of d week , module & course . Omg , ii was like lost in d jungle can ! D: , ii hope d other lessons will not be like tday . if not im really gonna die . i din't learn anything in this stupid class lah ._.||

Then we went for break , dint have tutorial , not sure of d reason [: . Then went to attend IT lecture after break . It was like so BORINGG , ii nearly fell asleep while d lecturer was talking in front . ._. ii recorded what he'd said , planning to revise tday , however ii was too lazy & tired to revise , nvm , i'll try to revise tmr , since school ends early for me tmr [:

Then we went for breaks again , then went for BM tutorial & lecture . We were punctual for tuitorial , but were late for lecture. Actually we weren't exactly late . It's bcos we went to d wrong lecture room . Horrible right ? At first we thought that d other classes were late , but soon after we realised we went to d wrong threatre ! Roflmaos . x_x . Sotong us :P . Right , went back home after everything ;D , dad came to fetch me home , *yays* !

Oh yeah , we bought a book for IT course , it cost $31.50 . So thick can (!)Wanted to buy IT notes too , but it was out of stock . Luckily it was OOS , if not im really gonna have a hard time carrying it home ! Since thr's no IT notes , we went to BM block to get our BM notes . 3 sets of BM notes cost $20 . Its so damn thick can ! Roarr . Had a damn hard time carry it around d school T_T . More of d IT notes are coming in tmr . Im really gonna suffer . Arghs , school ends early tmr , cannot get to see beloved le , cannot get him to help me carry D: . SobX . wanted to ask him to help me carry tday de , however he got to stay at camp till 10pm + , so yeahh , too bad =P . Yeah , tiring day for me . After school ended , came home to put down d notes & went grandma's house for dinner [: . Dinner was great tday . [: Thanks granny xP .

Labels : Tiring yet satisfied [: ily beloved x3

2008-04-13T22:13:00.003+08:00

Oh my mama (!) Beloved is suffering from toothache x/3 , my heart is hurting . -ahhh T_T , please get well soon , i hate to see you suffering cos im suffering in here too x/3 . Heart shattered already . D:
Hmm , school's starting tomorrow . New environment , new class , new course , new classmates , new lecturer . Everything's new . Arghs , ii kinda miss secondary school once again . T_T . o7'4e3 , you are missed , every single one . It's okie , at least ii'v got a class of superb classmates , :D . DBIo8o5 roxs my lyfe x33 . Yeps , iim gonna have fun w them for 3 years [: Yepps . 3cheers ! *Hiphiphurray!* x33 . *muuuuuackxx*
Hees , anw thanks binyu for sending me d orientation camp photos okeh , thanks loads ^^V . [: . Rahh , ii think i'd better turn in , else ii won't have enough sleep :D .

2008-04-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

hellos , back to posting .
Hmm , using my new lappy CR35G . Pink color . =P , bought it yesterday .
Was feeling quite happy after that . HEES xP .
anyone got songs to send me ? This new lappy no songs D: . Sadsad .
Bleahs , my lappy was born on 11o4o8 . Yays ;D .
Went to find beloved again today .
Dint meet early in d morning , cos dint tell mom early that im going out , so told her that im going out after lunch . xD .
Beloved was having a bad toothache . Beloved , must see dentist asap ok . See nerx , you had a fever just now , it's sure due to ddat toothache de norx . Hmphs , my heart hurts horrxx . Takkaire lahhx D: . Alright , i shall go play ler , post again soon =P .

2008-04-10T22:27:00.004+08:00

WEEEs , NYP DBI O8O5 rawks (!) .
After 3 days of orientation , our class like so bonded can (!) YEAHS (!)
We rawks lahh (!) Hees . xPP .
OGLs you rawks too , muackkieeess . ;P
Although d activities are kinda "BOREDD" , but still fun lah (!)
We got our own class cheer , by RuiTing* [:
It's so great can ! :D , bleahx .
After camp , went off to find beloved [: he said he was out thr since 3:45pm , LOLs . sorry sorry xD , everyting was delayed [: .
Then we went off to AMK hub for dinner , Northpoint , then home by 9+pm . Hees , ;DD . thats all , shagg .

2008-04-08T21:47:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOD , Im BACK from NYP orientation camp ! [:
Im in class , DBI 0805 (!) Superb class can ! ROARRR , got to joke around w/ them . COOL [:
Yepps , Got all their contacts - email & hp number . Hahas , nice group of ppl .
Bleahs , tday's orientation is kinda BORING .
First we orientated ourselves at sch indoor sports hall , then we proceed to a air-conditioned classroom , then we went tour-ing around d school . OMG , school is freaking big alright , Perhaps it's bcos SKSS is superb small . ROFLS .
Well , im glad im in this class [: *Cheers*

DBI 0805 , YOU ROX [: , KEEP ON ROCKINGG , GOGO !

2008-04-05T22:28:00.003+08:00

Aiyeer , imeem spoil siol , cant tune in to d song in my blog . Wtfishbbq @#$%^&* !
Hmm , just back home not long ago .
Went beloved's house in d morning , stay @ his place till 8+ bahx .
Hees , it's like almost d same thing every week . Bleahs ,but i love it as long as im with you ~! [:
Then around 8+ , went downstairs to buy dinner home , bought fried rice & rojak . LoLs . So full now x.x .
Yup , then he went NorthPoint to eat sakae sushi w his "boyfriends" . Bleahs . Recieve his call not long ago , saying that he'll be late home as he's gonna watch movie w his "BOYFRIENDS" . LoL , show starts at 1130 , so i guess they should be heading to d arcade b4 d show ba [: . Yup , im wondering what show they'r watching later . Hmm . .
Kinda sad oh , he can't reply sms-es . Stupid noob phone of his . Noob daoooo . . CANT EVEN SMS , can throw away liaoXz lahXz [: ! HEES .
Yup , i hope im able to pei you again tmr . . YuppXz . ilu BELOVED [:
My Saturdays are all YOURS [: !

2008-04-04T19:24:00.003+08:00

Aww , xuanie said my posts are emo , LOL :X .
ii dno why uh , just feel like saying what's bothering me luh .
It's my real & truthful feeling , words . [:
Yeps , downloading Tales Of Pirates now .
In d afternoon , beloved asked me to search this game & see myself .
HOWEVER , what a noob me , heard "PAILS of pirates" Gosh .
Then i told him that i heard this , he said " Tong de hai dao " LOL , it sounded as if you'r luffing at me D: LOL . bleahs . DOWNLOAD FINISH LE (!) ii go play le . [: !

2008-04-03T23:11:00.004+08:00

ii want you to be happy , is everything so difficult ?
As long as you'r happy , ii am happy already . Nothing matters actually .
Cause you'r my precious , my belovedd .
Your mood does really affect me . If you'r happy , im happy already . [: Really , truthfully .
ii hope to be your sunshine , your only source of light in your life .
When you'r feeling low , im there for you , to lighten up your life once again .
Whenever im with you , ii felt your love , ii felt d warmth given by you . .
Can you promise me to tell me everything in your mind ? You once told me you'v bottled up everything , & d feeling is terrible . So can ii now be your another half to share your everything ? to share your joy & everything ?
Im willing to be with you no matter what [:

Yepps , just now you asked me whether if i mind having such a short time with you anot . The answer is obvious , isn't it ? I want to be with you as long as possible . Of cos i mind having shorter time each day , but WHAT can i do ? Nothing . Nothing i do can lengthen our chatting time . I really hate to answer this question of yours , but what can i do . . T_T .

2008-04-03T14:35:00.003+08:00

Oh My God , BOREDNESS . ROAR ;

Hmm , its 2:34pm now , was watching Romantic Princess on cruncyroll since 11am+ ba .
Hees , was on phone w beloved just now . [: Chatted alot of stuff , so happy to hear his voice again . Bleahs .

Nottie beloved , can take leave tmr ma @_@ , ii want to shopping w you luhh D: , going over to your place is definitely better than staying in this house . MADNESS [:
Hmm , so funny luhh , chat half way then got cut off due to ($0) left in your card . BLEAHS .
Spam ni de hp w my smses arhh !

Hees . 430pm come soon please . Eh nono , 630pm come soon please , cause at this time , you'll be at home already ! * Yayness *

ROAR , im kinda sad uh ! Why must your HP be spoiled at this moment . Roar , really missed your replies in sms luhh ]: . ALAMAK (!) , i forgot what i wanted to post already . Gosh , STM D: . Sighs .

Anyways anyways , ANDREW a.k.a keykey , thanks for cheering me up ytr , i wasn't really in a good mood luhh , but after chatting w you , i felt better [: , though i had difficulty finding my way to my lala land D: .

I guessed i shall post later , hees . xP . awaiting for youuuuuuuu [x

2008-04-02T17:29:00.011+08:00

H I I E once again .

I was feeling bored , so came to post lorx . Many many many things to say , to speak up . But I dno how do i phrase it . I am feeling numb all over . I am feeling nothing now . I felt a stone in my heart . But how do i express it ? I got no idea . I need someone now , now , NOW . I feel like crying , but I can't , i dno why .

Labels : I NEED SOMEONE NOW (!)

[Edited]
10:4Opm .

Arghs , i fcuking hate DOTA kays .
No reason to it , just purely HATING it !
Dota spoil my mood totally .
Why , why must there be a game named DoTa , fcuking idiot game . Noobass .
F u c k x z x z , why do boyys play Dota ? Sux game .
Sorry to those who love playing Dota , no offence .

Sighs , 10:48pm now , moodless JUNE is here alone [: , no one ever knows it .

[Edited]
11:34pm .

U called , finally called .
I've been waiting for this call since 7pm .
I thought u'll call me when u'r on ur way to chambers , but you din't .
I was hoping for ur calls , ur sms-es , but none came .
You just told me that ur phone could not sms out . Then i knew why dint u sms me .
However , when we were on d line , u insisted that I was busy .
I've got nothing to say . .
Perhaps it's me , I was totally moodless just now .
But mood changed after you called . & It flunked all d way down to d max moodless soon after , cos you said i was busy , when im NOT .
I guess im gonna be emotional again . I hate to be left alone .
The freaking feeling to be left alone .

I just realised that I can't live w/o you .

When we were on d line , you were very quiet .
I hurt my foot just now .
I guess you knew about me getting hurt , but you said nothing .
Suddenly I felt like tearing , suddenly I felt numb all over once again .
N u m b .
I want you to know , I love you , love you more than anyone else .

2008-04-02T13:11:00.003+08:00

H E L L O s .

Just completed this new blog skin uh . Decided to change blogskin as I'm sick of ddat previous one . :D .

Hmm , beloved is on his way back to work now . He went MMI to have his blood test or what uh , then end up did nothing there . ._.

I was just wondering , why are you so tired everyday uh ? x.X , this question has been on my mind for a very long time already . At every lunch time , u sure got to hang up & rest awhile . o.O , then on d way back home also rest , go home also rest early . @_@ , so tired worr . TAKKAIRE yahhX . I really hope to spend more time chatting & being with you . I realised that the time being with you is shortened by a bit each day . Sighs . Nvm , as long as you'r happy can le :D .

It was April's fool yesterday . Got into many traps from fellow friends & my dearest beloved . ROAR , no fun D: , I realised I'm so gullible ! D: .

My greatest wish is to be with you till my last breathe .

2008-04-01T14:36:00.009+08:00

ALOHAS .

Wee , back to posting again ! Finally got to post / play after so long . Yeps . I am feeling kinda happy ! Actually ii got to play long ago , however , ii couldn't find d driver CD . My whole comp was being smashed by CABALSEA . D: . I remember myself playing 2weeks ago . Suddenly my comp just restarted on its own & auto deleted programmes while reloading . I was like wtfishbbq ?

" What had happened "

Then i called beloved , he asked his brother & described to him what happened . He told me to put in d window XP CD & do accordingly . I was glad that i could then on my comp again . Despite d fact that i could not even get to online , i was still "happy" . At first , i thought i should get d "singtel man" to come over & fix d internet .

However , i tried calling them twice & they said that i should install d driver CD & my internet should be back . After being told to install d CD , i tried to search for it in my house . Up and down , in and out , i couldn't find it . My dad tried to call "Peter" - My house's computer angel , who fixed both my comp & dad's lappy when they'r "sick" . Thus , while waiting for him to come over , ii slacked at home for 2 weeks . D "free" feeling is terrible .

Until yesterday , my mom asked me to clear d stack of Sec 4s books in my storeroom , i found this "User guide book" . It seemed to be useful , but still couldn't get it . So i told my dad about it . I asked him to call Peter once again . Peter told my dad he forgot about us . I was like , wtfishbbq . I thought he couldn't come over due to his busy-ness . THEN , HE TOLD ME HE FORGOT #$%^&* ! RAHH . Okay , then my dad was in his room when he called Peter . Then dad asked me to pass him d "Norton Anti-Virus" package which is lying in d storeroom . Since he asked me to pass him , i went to take it & pass it to him luh . Then he opened up d box , and found MANY CD-s in ddat BOX . 1 of it is d driver CD . I WAS LIKE.. OH MY MAMA , ITS here ! Immediately went to install & Guess wat ? I got to online (!) OMG , it was like.... SHIOK feeling x= . Yepps , Bleahs . Then came online to download Msn & games . Then told beloved about it . VERY VERY VERY HAPPY (!) Hees . Yepps .

March24 , Happy Birthday Beloved ! :}

March29 , a very special day for both of us . Wee , Anniversary . Bleahs .

ii love my beloved dam much . u roxs okeh :} ! Muacks ~~ :}} !

Happy April's Fool Day ,

^ someone in audi asked me : REBELIOUS , can i call u rebel jiie ? ^ - of cos can :} !