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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

hi =)

havent been posting for quite awhile. kind of busy these holiday. im quite stressed up now. week 12 is just next week and my projects are not done yet =( shit man! im done for !

im rebonding hair this Wed =) i hope it looks good. Seriously, i've been wanting to rebond for a very long time already. Well, not really looking forward to this day. Cause im so broke now. i hope my mom would pay for me. my bank has not much left. my mom hasnt update my bank book for a very long time. i tink i'd be scolded when she sees it. argh.

oh well. i wanted to blog early in the morning yesterday because i had the urge to do so. but when i on my lappy, the urge went off. so well, didnt post until now. its 12:40am (the next day). i wanted to post about my dad and my bf =) . i love them damn alot. and i mean it.

im quite pissed off with my mom though. shes so unreasonable these 2 weeks. argh. i hate this. since 1month+ ago, i had been harrassing her to accompany me to the salon to dye & rebond my hair. but until now, she isnt free to bring me there! alright, she has to work, so i dint blame her that much. but she finally is free on Wed, and i told her to bring me there, she louden her voice and said to me, " can you stop that " . im so pissed off with her man. stupid dumb dumb. i wanted some money from her just now. she scolded me, WTF. -.- i hate her ! FOR NOW.

but i really want to thank dad for being a good daddy,
and beloved =) for being there with me when i need you.

For dad,
Thank you for being a good daddy, buying food for me when mom is at work, driving mom to work & back home, waiting for mom by standing at a corner without any complains, buying mom diamond necklace, earring & ring last week, buying xmas present for jas & i, giving family the best =) i love you so much. though you are fierce to us, but i can feel the warmth you gave to us =)

For bf,
Thank you for being there with me when i need you. thanks for tolerating my nonsense, for accompanying me home everytime we meet, for cheering me up when im down, for playing with me when we both are at home playing, for making the xmas present for me though it's not xmas yet, thanks for all these while. im sorry i always break your heart. im sorry i always make you sad by saying rubbish. i love you deep down in my heart. though you are so fierce when you are in dota =( which i dun like it, i still will love you.
P:S// can you not be so fierce when dota-ing? cause i find it so hard to communicate as i duwan to make you more fierce =(
i love you ♥

♥ June wrote this @ 12:33 AM