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Wednesday, April 02, 2008

H I I E once again .

I was feeling bored , so came to post lorx . Many many many things to say , to speak up . But I dno how do i phrase it . I am feeling numb all over . I am feeling nothing now . I felt a stone in my heart . But how do i express it ? I got no idea . I need someone now , now , NOW . I feel like crying , but I can't , i dno why .

Labels : I NEED SOMEONE NOW (!)

[Edited]
10:4Opm .

Arghs , i fcuking hate DOTA kays .
No reason to it , just purely HATING it !
Dota spoil my mood totally .
Why , why must there be a game named DoTa , fcuking idiot game . Noobass .
F u c k x z x z , why do boyys play Dota ? Sux game .
Sorry to those who love playing Dota , no offence .

Sighs , 10:48pm now , moodless JUNE is here alone [: , no one ever knows it .

[Edited]
11:34pm .

U called , finally called .
I've been waiting for this call since 7pm .
I thought u'll call me when u'r on ur way to chambers , but you din't .
I was hoping for ur calls , ur sms-es , but none came .
You just told me that ur phone could not sms out . Then i knew why dint u sms me .
However , when we were on d line , u insisted that I was busy .
I've got nothing to say . .
Perhaps it's me , I was totally moodless just now .
But mood changed after you called . & It flunked all d way down to d max moodless soon after , cos you said i was busy , when im NOT .
I guess im gonna be emotional again . I hate to be left alone .
The freaking feeling to be left alone .

I just realised that I can't live w/o you .

When we were on d line , you were very quiet .
I hurt my foot just now .
I guess you knew about me getting hurt , but you said nothing .
Suddenly I felt like tearing , suddenly I felt numb all over once again .
N u m b .
I want you to know , I love you , love you more than anyone else .

♥ June wrote this @ 5:29 PM