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| Saturday, April 26, 2008 |
Quite busy with school and everything . Finally back here - freee . Hahhas , went for "class gathering" ytd . But only 10 made it . 10/21 poor thing . These are d people who came for it , Ruiting , Joyce , Rachael , Huan , Dulcie , Sid , Alex , Danny , Qi Feng & me . Beloved tagged along too ! :D Hahhas , went to have dinner & watched Forbidden Kingdom at GV dhoby ghaut at 840pm . :D Quite a nice show , but boring at times . I nearly fell asleep . Hahhas . Alex , Huan & Beloved watched b4 le . They'r watching d 2nd time LOL . Thanks love [: Had been quite "emo" these 2 days . Not sure why . Had been thinking lots of questions . Had been having wild thoughts in my mind . Aww , why why why ... not sure of d reason . Sighs .. I want to know , but ii don't wish to know . ii hate this freaking feelingg . ARGHHs . ii dn want you to feel down or self-blaming bcos of me . ii hate it . ii might blame myself for it . sorry . always does/think of things that you hate most . sorry about that . Labels : ii want to know , but ii dun wish to have d answer . it might hurt deeply . |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 11:48 PM |
| Sunday, April 20, 2008 |
Every minute , every second . I remember myself having to go to school on d 1st day of school . Time passes so quickly that i'v gone to school for 5days already . Im all stressed up for those homework given . ARGHHH ! |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 7:33 PM |
| Saturday, April 19, 2008 |
I felt a sudden change in you . Changes in you . I hate this change in you . I HATE IT ! What made you change ? Me ? ARGHHH !!! You might be wondering , what had you change into ? Well , perhaps im being silly . You might / will definitely say me being too sensitive . But i must say , this time round im not being sensitive because , on the way back home from AMK hub , you were damn quiet . Okay , this is nothing , cause you'll say this is natural . WHATEVER . I tried every means in making you talk , but still it didn't work . I longed for your smile on you , but it didn't appear to be what ii expected . Im disappointed & speechless . ARGHHH !!! Can you not change ? Not a single bit ? Cause im not used to it . Definitely NO . I want the "YOU" before all these changes . A "YOU" that will share your problems with me , a "YOU" that's smiling , REAL smile , everyday ? Or perhaps , Im thinking too much again , like what you'd said . I was online-d since ii reached home . I was hoping for you to get online cause you said you MIGHT online. Waited for so long & you didn't appear to be online . I called you , you said you were watching tv , okay , ii don't disturb you . I hanged up . I really hope to be with you , anywhere will do , even when we are in "virtual" world . Gaming together is definitely better than having to be left alone . We were on the line once again , a few minutes before you get onto bed . I forget what I'd said . I remember the part which you said , "forget it , ii don't want to force you to say" . I teared . Why ? Why must this phrase "FORGET IT" came out from you ? "FORGET IT" to me is another term of giving up . I wanted to say already . Thinking of how to phrase it so that the sentence will sound better . But before ii opened my mouth , you said that . Since you said that , I've nothing more to add on . Cause my mind was a blank already . I didn't know you'll say it . Never will ii think of it . Previously , you will always persuade me to say what im thinking exactly , but because of what you'd said just now , ii felt like crying again . What had happened ? Has anything happened between us ? Has our communication become a problem now ? I hate to say this . ARGHHH . I want to know what you'r thinking exactly . For example , you sent me home today . I didn't want you to send me all the way to my doorstep , or rather void deck is because of the kpo uncle below . I don't want him to look in the way that I expected . I explained to you , but your reaction was not , " Oh , okay , I understand . " It was , " But nevermind what , so what if he sees it ? What if... " WHATEVER . You'd always give me fake smile / laughter , in RL and on phone . I hate it okay . Sometimes ii said some cold jokes to make you laugh . I know , some isn't funny at all , i know it , but don't give me fake laughter . Cause it'll make me even more sad . I want to cheer you up by all means . But because of your fake laughter , it made me sad . ARGHHH . Am i being idiotic ? Every small little things im commenting on it . Labels : I want a "YOU" before any changes took place . Can you be what you were like previously ? Longing of it . I NEED YOU ,YOUR UNCHANGED-YOU . |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 12:58 AM |
| Thursday, April 17, 2008 |
Okie , this is what i wrote in my microsoft word when im about to sleep . "Hi beloved [: , just trying out this new weird microsoft word office , kinda fun ley , hahhas . Yeah , can this be 1 of d letters ? Hees . Bleahs , ii had a wonderful day w you tday lah , April 17 , a cool dayy [: . Though it’s just a few hours of having you by my side , im happy already , contented [: . Yeah , btw , ii love to see you smileeeee [: , your smile really brightened up my day [: , ii hope to see that smile of yours everyday . [x . Yeah , though we cant meet everyday , but still ... hees" HAHAH , im nuts x.x ! wei beloved , you'v got smting on your MIND ? care to share ma ? ROAR , nono , shouldn't ask you in this way .. ii shld say , TELL ME LEYYYYY ! D: , sad ley , hees . xP . Oh yeah ! school starts at 2pm for me tmr ! due to some tutorial and practical being cancelled out , im off from school in d morning ! Which means ii get to sleep later (!) Yays ! xPP ! Yeah , school's boring and fun at times . ii really love d time whr d gers in my class actually got tgt and have lunch tgt [: ! DBIo8o5 roxs my poly lyfe [: rawks on xPP ! Labels : you brighten me up w/ your smile everyday [: |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 11:48 PM |
| Tuesday, April 15, 2008 |
Had 4hours of lesson tday . 2hours of practical , 2hours of lecture . Lecture was fun tday . Finally huh . The lecture was about A.maths ! Omg , im back to d same old me again . Was like , phews , i dropped A.maths , and now im back to it again ._.?! Yeps , then did alot of examples tday . Wee , i love Maths damn much lah , it's so much better than History ._. , did history for practical tday . I was like , wtfishbbq . IT or history sia ._. . Sux ! Beloved having operation on this teeth !! T_T , why ?! why ?! Why must it be tday . ROAR , i hate it T_T , wish him all d best . praying hard for him . [: Beloved , JIAYOUUS . x33 . Get well soon worr , missingg you like nobody's business !! Hmm , school ends early for me tmr again ! yayss . BTW , i deleted auditionsea tday ;D . hope my lappy will work faster [: . |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 3:24 PM |
| Monday, April 14, 2008 |
14o4 is d first day of school , which means tday lah ! :D School was fun tday , everything went smoothly for DBI o8o5 . Had our first lesson at 8am , met each other at atrium* , then went to block L for our very first lesson at NYP . [: , every lesson was shorten by 1hr as its d first week , however timetable will be as followed starting from week 2 . :D ii wasn't quite used to d poly lifestyle luhh . imagine a to0t t0ot person like me going into IT class . This angmo sir started to speak so fast , then asked us to do d web application ourselves , ii was like wtfishbbq , am ii here for lesson OR "test" ? ii thought he was suppose to , at least teach d basic right ! Its still d 1st lesson of d week , module & course . Omg , ii was like lost in d jungle can ! D: , ii hope d other lessons will not be like tday . if not im really gonna die . i din't learn anything in this stupid class lah ._.|| Then we went for break , dint have tutorial , not sure of d reason [: . Then went to attend IT lecture after break . It was like so BORINGG , ii nearly fell asleep while d lecturer was talking in front . ._. ii recorded what he'd said , planning to revise tday , however ii was too lazy & tired to revise , nvm , i'll try to revise tmr , since school ends early for me tmr [: Then we went for breaks again , then went for BM tutorial & lecture . We were punctual for tuitorial , but were late for lecture. Actually we weren't exactly late . It's bcos we went to d wrong lecture room . Horrible right ? At first we thought that d other classes were late , but soon after we realised we went to d wrong threatre ! Roflmaos . x_x . Sotong us :P . Right , went back home after everything ;D , dad came to fetch me home , *yays* ! Oh yeah , we bought a book for IT course , it cost $31.50 . So thick can (!)Wanted to buy IT notes too , but it was out of stock . Luckily it was OOS , if not im really gonna have a hard time carrying it home ! Since thr's no IT notes , we went to BM block to get our BM notes . 3 sets of BM notes cost $20 . Its so damn thick can ! Roarr . Had a damn hard time carry it around d school T_T . More of d IT notes are coming in tmr . Im really gonna suffer . Arghs , school ends early tmr , cannot get to see beloved le , cannot get him to help me carry D: . SobX . wanted to ask him to help me carry tday de , however he got to stay at camp till 10pm + , so yeahh , too bad =P . Yeah , tiring day for me . After school ended , came home to put down d notes & went grandma's house for dinner [: . Dinner was great tday . [: Thanks granny xP . Labels : Tiring yet satisfied [: ily beloved x3 |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 9:50 PM |
| Sunday, April 13, 2008 |
Hmm , school's starting tomorrow . New environment , new class , new course , new classmates , new lecturer . Everything's new . Arghs , ii kinda miss secondary school once again . T_T . o7'4e3 , you are missed , every single one . It's okie , at least ii'v got a class of superb classmates , :D . DBIo8o5 roxs my lyfe x33 . Yeps , iim gonna have fun w them for 3 years [: Yepps . 3cheers ! *Hiphiphurray!* x33 . *muuuuuackxx* Hees , anw thanks binyu for sending me d orientation camp photos okeh , thanks loads ^^V . [: . Rahh , ii think i'd better turn in , else ii won't have enough sleep :D . |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 10:13 PM |
| Saturday, April 12, 2008 |
Hmm , using my new lappy CR35G . Pink color . =P , bought it yesterday . Was feeling quite happy after that . HEES xP . anyone got songs to send me ? This new lappy no songs D: . Sadsad . Bleahs , my lappy was born on 11o4o8 . Yays ;D . Went to find beloved again today . Dint meet early in d morning , cos dint tell mom early that im going out , so told her that im going out after lunch . xD . Beloved was having a bad toothache . Beloved , must see dentist asap ok . See nerx , you had a fever just now , it's sure due to ddat toothache de norx . Hmphs , my heart hurts horrxx . Takkaire lahhx D: . Alright , i shall go play ler , post again soon =P . |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 10:52 PM |
| Thursday, April 10, 2008 |
After 3 days of orientation , our class like so bonded can (!) YEAHS (!) We rawks lahh (!) Hees . xPP . OGLs you rawks too , muackkieeess . ;P Although d activities are kinda "BOREDD" , but still fun lah (!) We got our own class cheer , by RuiTing* [: It's so great can ! :D , bleahx . After camp , went off to find beloved [: he said he was out thr since 3:45pm , LOLs . sorry sorry xD , everyting was delayed [: . Then we went off to AMK hub for dinner , Northpoint , then home by 9+pm . Hees , ;DD . thats all , shagg . |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 10:27 PM |
| Tuesday, April 08, 2008 |
Im in class , DBI 0805 (!) Superb class can ! ROARRR , got to joke around w/ them . COOL [: Yepps , Got all their contacts - email & hp number . Hahas , nice group of ppl . Bleahs , tday's orientation is kinda BORING . First we orientated ourselves at sch indoor sports hall , then we proceed to a air-conditioned classroom , then we went tour-ing around d school . OMG , school is freaking big alright , Perhaps it's bcos SKSS is superb small . ROFLS . Well , im glad im in this class [: *Cheers* DBI 0805 , YOU ROX [: , KEEP ON ROCKINGG , GOGO ! |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 9:47 PM |
| Saturday, April 05, 2008 |
Hmm , just back home not long ago . Went beloved's house in d morning , stay @ his place till 8+ bahx . Hees , it's like almost d same thing every week . Bleahs ,but i love it as long as im with you ~! [: Then around 8+ , went downstairs to buy dinner home , bought fried rice & rojak . LoLs . So full now x.x . Yup , then he went NorthPoint to eat sakae sushi w his "boyfriends" . Bleahs . Recieve his call not long ago , saying that he'll be late home as he's gonna watch movie w his "BOYFRIENDS" . LoL , show starts at 1130 , so i guess they should be heading to d arcade b4 d show ba [: . Yup , im wondering what show they'r watching later . Hmm . . Kinda sad oh , he can't reply sms-es . Stupid noob phone of his . Noob daoooo . . CANT EVEN SMS , can throw away liaoXz lahXz [: ! HEES . Yup , i hope im able to pei you again tmr . . YuppXz . ilu BELOVED [: My Saturdays are all YOURS [: ! |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 10:28 PM |
| Friday, April 04, 2008 |
ii dno why uh , just feel like saying what's bothering me luh . It's my real & truthful feeling , words . [: Yeps , downloading Tales Of Pirates now . In d afternoon , beloved asked me to search this game & see myself . HOWEVER , what a noob me , heard "PAILS of pirates" Gosh . Then i told him that i heard this , he said " Tong de hai dao " LOL , it sounded as if you'r luffing at me D: LOL . bleahs . DOWNLOAD FINISH LE (!) ii go play le . [: ! |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 7:24 PM |
| Thursday, April 03, 2008 |
As long as you'r happy , ii am happy already . Nothing matters actually . Cause you'r my precious , my belovedd . Your mood does really affect me . If you'r happy , im happy already . [: Really , truthfully . ii hope to be your sunshine , your only source of light in your life . When you'r feeling low , im there for you , to lighten up your life once again . Whenever im with you , ii felt your love , ii felt d warmth given by you . . Can you promise me to tell me everything in your mind ? You once told me you'v bottled up everything , & d feeling is terrible . So can ii now be your another half to share your everything ? to share your joy & everything ? Im willing to be with you no matter what [: Yepps , just now you asked me whether if i mind having such a short time with you anot . The answer is obvious , isn't it ? I want to be with you as long as possible . Of cos i mind having shorter time each day , but WHAT can i do ? Nothing . Nothing i do can lengthen our chatting time . I really hate to answer this question of yours , but what can i do . . T_T . |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 11:11 PM |
Hmm , its 2:34pm now , was watching Romantic Princess on cruncyroll since 11am+ ba . Hees , was on phone w beloved just now . [: Chatted alot of stuff , so happy to hear his voice again . Bleahs . Nottie beloved , can take leave tmr ma @_@ , ii want to shopping w you luhh D: , going over to your place is definitely better than staying in this house . MADNESS [: Hmm , so funny luhh , chat half way then got cut off due to ($0) left in your card . BLEAHS . Spam ni de hp w my smses arhh ! Hees . 430pm come soon please . Eh nono , 630pm come soon please , cause at this time , you'll be at home already ! * Yayness * ROAR , im kinda sad uh ! Why must your HP be spoiled at this moment . Roar , really missed your replies in sms luhh ]: . ALAMAK (!) , i forgot what i wanted to post already . Gosh , STM D: . Sighs . Anyways anyways , ANDREW a.k.a keykey , thanks for cheering me up ytr , i wasn't really in a good mood luhh , but after chatting w you , i felt better [: , though i had difficulty finding my way to my lala land D: . I guessed i shall post later , hees . xP . awaiting for youuuuuuuu [x |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 2:35 PM |
| Wednesday, April 02, 2008 |
I was feeling bored , so came to post lorx . Many many many things to say , to speak up . But I dno how do i phrase it . I am feeling numb all over . I am feeling nothing now . I felt a stone in my heart . But how do i express it ? I got no idea . I need someone now , now , NOW . I feel like crying , but I can't , i dno why . Labels : I NEED SOMEONE NOW (!) [Edited] 10:4Opm . Arghs , i fcuking hate DOTA kays . No reason to it , just purely HATING it ! Dota spoil my mood totally . Why , why must there be a game named DoTa , fcuking idiot game . Noobass . F u c k x z x z , why do boyys play Dota ? Sux game . Sorry to those who love playing Dota , no offence . Sighs , 10:48pm now , moodless JUNE is here alone [: , no one ever knows it . [Edited] 11:34pm . U called , finally called . I've been waiting for this call since 7pm . I thought u'll call me when u'r on ur way to chambers , but you din't . I was hoping for ur calls , ur sms-es , but none came . You just told me that ur phone could not sms out . Then i knew why dint u sms me . However , when we were on d line , u insisted that I was busy . I've got nothing to say . . Perhaps it's me , I was totally moodless just now . But mood changed after you called . & It flunked all d way down to d max moodless soon after , cos you said i was busy , when im NOT . I guess im gonna be emotional again . I hate to be left alone . The freaking feeling to be left alone . I just realised that I can't live w/o you . When we were on d line , you were very quiet . I hurt my foot just now . I guess you knew about me getting hurt , but you said nothing . Suddenly I felt like tearing , suddenly I felt numb all over once again . N u m b . I want you to know , I love you , love you more than anyone else . |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 5:29 PM |
Just completed this new blog skin uh . Decided to change blogskin as I'm sick of ddat previous one . :D . Hmm , beloved is on his way back to work now . He went MMI to have his blood test or what uh , then end up did nothing there . ._. I was just wondering , why are you so tired everyday uh ? x.X , this question has been on my mind for a very long time already . At every lunch time , u sure got to hang up & rest awhile . o.O , then on d way back home also rest , go home also rest early . @_@ , so tired worr . TAKKAIRE yahhX . I really hope to spend more time chatting & being with you . I realised that the time being with you is shortened by a bit each day . Sighs . Nvm , as long as you'r happy can le :D . It was April's fool yesterday . Got into many traps from fellow friends & my dearest beloved . ROAR , no fun D: , I realised I'm so gullible ! D: . My greatest wish is to be with you till my last breathe . |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 1:11 PM |
| Tuesday, April 01, 2008 |
Wee , back to posting again ! Finally got to post / play after so long . Yeps . I am feeling kinda happy ! Actually ii got to play long ago , however , ii couldn't find d driver CD . My whole comp was being smashed by CABALSEA . D: . I remember myself playing 2weeks ago . Suddenly my comp just restarted on its own & auto deleted programmes while reloading . I was like wtfishbbq ? " What had happened " Then i called beloved , he asked his brother & described to him what happened . He told me to put in d window XP CD & do accordingly . I was glad that i could then on my comp again . Despite d fact that i could not even get to online , i was still "happy" . At first , i thought i should get d "singtel man" to come over & fix d internet . However , i tried calling them twice & they said that i should install d driver CD & my internet should be back . After being told to install d CD , i tried to search for it in my house . Up and down , in and out , i couldn't find it . My dad tried to call "Peter" - My house's computer angel , who fixed both my comp & dad's lappy when they'r "sick" . Thus , while waiting for him to come over , ii slacked at home for 2 weeks . D "free" feeling is terrible . Until yesterday , my mom asked me to clear d stack of Sec 4s books in my storeroom , i found this "User guide book" . It seemed to be useful , but still couldn't get it . So i told my dad about it . I asked him to call Peter once again . Peter told my dad he forgot about us . I was like , wtfishbbq . I thought he couldn't come over due to his busy-ness . THEN , HE TOLD ME HE FORGOT #$%^&* ! RAHH . Okay , then my dad was in his room when he called Peter . Then dad asked me to pass him d "Norton Anti-Virus" package which is lying in d storeroom . Since he asked me to pass him , i went to take it & pass it to him luh . Then he opened up d box , and found MANY CD-s in ddat BOX . 1 of it is d driver CD . I WAS LIKE.. OH MY MAMA , ITS here ! Immediately went to install & Guess wat ? I got to online (!) OMG , it was like.... SHIOK feeling x= . Yepps , Bleahs . Then came online to download Msn & games . Then told beloved about it . VERY VERY VERY HAPPY (!) Hees . Yepps . March24 , Happy Birthday Beloved ! :} March29 , a very special day for both of us . Wee , Anniversary . Bleahs . ii love my beloved dam much . u roxs okeh :} ! Muacks ~~ :}} ! Happy April's Fool Day , ^ someone in audi asked me : REBELIOUS , can i call u rebel jiie ? ^ - of cos can :} ! |
| ♥ June wrote this @ 2:36 PM |
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